If the seniors wont retreat…………………….

So what will be the juniors be……………………. They still want to have the power……………………. Sorry think negatively……………………. But it seems that way from here……………………. It should be that when they reach certain point……………………. The retirement point……………………. Certain age……………………. They retreat with their own consideration……………………. Give the chance to these juniors……………………. To step up……………………. Show ourselves……………………. That juniors also have the capability to hold certain position……………………. We also have the power……………………. The wise……………………. Our maturity……………………. If they think we are not able to do that……………………. They can have agreement with us……………………. That although they are retired……………………. They still have the power to monitor from afar……………………. And they have the right to intervene……………………. If the situation got worse……………………. Where the juniors endanger this big house …………………….

She is on her doctoral process…………………….

Deg……………………. Got jealous……………………. Feeling left behind……………………. Cant be like that……………………. All has its own way……………………. Its own fortune……………………. Its own time……………………. Including me and her……………………. We have different ways……………………. Different fortune……………………. Different times……………………. But still……………………. There is jealousy……………………. Hurt……………………. Feeling left behind……………………. God……………………. Give me patient……………………. And strength……………………. To catch up her……………………. Maybe it is his way……………………. To boost me……………………. Because……………………. I feel I am reckless……………………. Lately……………………. Lazy …………………….

Don’t think negatively…………………….

Think positively……………………. I will get the interview call……………………. Will pass it……………………. The process of leaving will run smoothly……………………. Get there safely……………………. Will study with no obstacles……………………. Graduate fast……………………. Then……………………. Got confused……………………. Should I go home……………………. Should I stay there……………………. The dream is staying there……………………. Find a partner……………………. Live happily ever after……………………. But……………………. Will take whatever he gives me……………………. Coz……………………. What I think good……………………. Is not necessarily good for me……………………. What I think bad……………………. Is not necessarily bad for me …………………….

The baby news…………………….

Amazed……………………. They can……………………. I can too……………………. I will too……………………. Someday……………………. Not now……………………. It is still far away……………………. In my mind i have other things……………………. The ones I consider more important……………………. I hope he agrees with me……………………. And bless me……………………. So my plans will run smoothly …………………….