Dear god..................

Right now.................. I want to move to new house.................. Save my money.................. Finish my debt.................. Buy my own house.................. Adopt a kid.................. Go to your house.................. Get scholarship.................. Finish my study.................. Stay at my job till the end.................. Step up my carreer.................. To the top.................. Become rector.................. Stay in there till old.................. All is in your blessing..................

More money..................

On the heart i want.................. Not finish the debt yet.................. Even plans are coming.................. Yelling is no use.................. Until it ends.................. Should be in patient mood.................. Up to him i should manage.................. To everything happens in my life.................. All is destined.................. Nobody can deny.................. Give it in your mind.................. You can have your own plans.................. As you want.................. You can write it down.................. Memorize it all the time.................. And then.................. Give it to him.................. All of them..................

Hear his sound..................

On the way to the mosque.................. To the heart it goes.................. Become fast beat.................. On him i admire.................. Youthful energy.................. Weak spot on me.................. In jealousy i become.................. Ruin the day.................. All black comes.................. I should stop it.................. Just rest it in peace.................. Put it in god hands.................. If it is for me.................. He will bring it near.................. If it is not for me.................. Then it is what it is..................

Sound easy..................

Even though it is really hard.................. More efforts are needed.................. End the unwillingness.................. Learn how to be.................. Emerald soul.................. Has the bless from above.................. Dont ask for anything.................. Accept everything.................. What you get is good for you.................. Believe it.................. He has plan for you.................. You dont know it.................. But if you surrender.................. You will be happy..................

The foreigner..................

At first i want to get close.................. Then he gives negative answer.................. And then the bomb At everything against me.................. So let it go.................. What it is is what it is.................. If it means to be.................. It will be.................. If it doesnt mean to be.................. It will never be.................. Dont be afraid.................. God has someone out there.................. For me especially..................

The guards..................

At first i dont know.................. Who they are.................. But then.................. Someone told me.................. About them.................. And then.................. The more i admire them.................. The imagination goes wild.................. Damn.................. Curse the self.................. I cant help it.................. It seems so amazing.................. Wonderful feeling.................. To have this kind of imagination..................

Divorce..................

Yay.................. It happens again.................. To me.................. I am free.................. I want a kid.................. I want a child.................. I want children.................. A lot of children.................. I dont want a wife.................. Please god.................. Help me.................. Do this for me.................. I will dedicate all my life.................. For you.................. Only you..................

Secret language of my own..................

For me from me by me.................. I want to have it.................. I will collect it in my future.................. When i am old.................. Remembering what happened.................. But i dont want others know.................. There are many things.................. Bad things.................. I had done.................. I am ashamed.................. But i should not ashamed in front of people.................. I should ashamed in front of him..................

Rejection of the past..................

English program of i want.................. Permit is not coming.................. It is not the program.................. But the requirement.................. The permit from above.................. And he didnt give it.................. And it hurts my feeling.................. A lot.................. I was crying.................. I dont ask for money.................. The country paid it.................. And he acts as shit.................. Now i am afraid.................. It will happen again’..................