The question is................

Should i open the door................ And ask them to come in................ Or should i wait for them................ To open first................ Is it my mistake................ Not to open the door? ................ I think it is................ Damn................ Hate myself................ Hate my brain................ Hate my thought................ Hate the late realization................ And then they come................ With their noisy mouths................ Hate them................ And................ Of course................ The devil wins................

Wow................

They are late for a long time................ The time will run out................ They have to present theirs................ I have to explain mine................ What about the consultation................ Then i got the idea................ Thx to lord................ I think this idea from him................ Maybe i will give the time................ For consultation tomorrow morning................ The same time with other class................ It will be nice................ That is amazing................

I believe that................

If i say his sentences................ The dark will go away................ Let it be................ Dont get caught................ Really afraid................ Coz that kind of feeling................ Feels to appear................ More and more powerful................ And it goes as usual................ It wins................ And it ruins everything................ But now................ I determine................ Not to be the loser................

Great almighty................

In his language................ I do always believe that it can cure verything................ I repeat it over and over again................ Anytime................ Everywhere................ When i am afraid................ When i am alone................ I believe it can make the power of his................ Save me................ In every situation................ From bad to worse................ Even the worst one................ And i say it again................ Coz the anger comes................ I believe the dark give me that................ And then................

Afraid................

If the devils win................ And i lose................ That would be very bad................ Wish i have a cure................ Hope this can cure................ The one i have................ Whispering his sentences................ Hope it does amazing things................ Like blocking the black energy................ That would be awesome................ I believe that................ It will happen................ God makes it happen................

And then they are late................

It adds salt to my pain................ Really................ And imagining things................ Difficult students................ That wont happen................ I cant change them................ I will change myself................ Hopefully................ That will change them................ With his help of course................ Nothing can happen without him................ Everything is under his control................ Even this................

The third problem is................

The students are very difficult................ To handle................ Their ignorance ruins my plan................ As usual................ I get very angry because of that................ Now................ I dont care anymore................ My plan isnt always right................ The god’s plan is................ So maybe now i just surrender................ To him................ Follow his plan................ Dont know it................ But still................

The second problem is................

The signal is very difficult................ It adds ore problem to................ The one i had already had in my head................ Imagining................ That if i am very irritated................ Because of the dead electricity................ And the dead ac................ Maybe i will comfort myself................ And entertain myself by................ Browsing through my cell................ But the signal is................ God damn difficult to be found................ Then the devil whispers................ Bad thoughts................

The first problem is................

The dead lamp................ The consequence is................ The ac is dead too................ And i teach in a very uncomfortable class................ For three periods................ Then................ Everything irritates me................ A little thing can cause................ A burst in my head................ Want to get angry................ Want to scream................ Want to yell................