Funnottastic...................

The wish is................... That i can meet him easily................... So that................... I can discuss with him................... To finish our job fast................... But it is difficult to meet him................... And he rarely answer my text................... And i just realize that i dont answer his phone................... Is it a payback................... Is he that low................... The wish is that he teaches me how to run................... So i can run and finish fast................... The reality is he doesnt teach me................... And he doesnt finish it................... By himself................... Lord help me................... The memory is................... He teaches me................... Part of it................... So maybe there is reason why doesnt he teach me the whole part...................

Should i pay...................

Is it for public................... Why they dont announce it................... Is it program from the study program................... From faculty? ................... From campus? ................... Why dont they pay................... Had they paid but the money is stolen................... Sorry for the negative thought................... Lord help me................... I feel something fishy................... Help me to correct it ...................

Sick for the week..................

Cant swim.................. Feel more unhealthy.................. Then blame her.................. Because she is here.................. I get stressed.................. And i get sick.................. But they say.................. When god gives you sickness.................. It means he loves you.................. It means he will lift you up.................. You will get promotion.................. For your soul.................. To be mature.................. To think differently from now.................. Not childish anymore.................. Hope that is true..................

Pay him for school? ..................

I failed twice in the past.................. Maybe if i work on this one.................. God will give me what i want.................. The kid.................. The study.................. That is my imagination.................. But if he doesnt give me a kid.................. Maybe he will give me heaven.................. Either way.................. All is good.................. Right? .................. Nothing will come bad out of it..................