F*ck........................

It keeps coming........................ Tear you........................ Till you drop dead........................ They will be happy........................ They will dance........................ Above your grave........................ On your tombstone........................ As if you are nothing........................ Not worth even a single penny........................ Just a dust........................ Blowed by the wind........................ Disappear on the cloud........................

Beautiful view........................

Wonderful scenery........................ The admiration........................ And more........................ Destroy you........................ Want you more and more........................ Push you into despair........................ You know that it is........................ Beyond your reach........................ But god can do everyhing........................ So ask him........................ Make you join them........................ For real........................ Not just in dream........................ God grants wishes........................ ........................ You know........................

That group........................

Far away from here........................ In the neverland........................ Beyond me........................ The desire to join........................ The lust to be in........................ Among them........................ Between them........................ Be them........................ As them........................ So much dream........................ Killing you softly........................ Bit by bit........................

This is me leaving........................

Oh lord........................ It hurts so much........................ Cant handle it........................ But you said........................ You wont give something........................ Beyond my capability........................ So you think i can handle this........................ And i should believe that........................ How come........................ Damn........................ So much effort........................ Ganbate........................ Till teh day i meet you........................ For sure........................

Oh my god........................

This is crazy........................ I cant sleep........................ Something on my mind........................ I dont know what it is........................ But it is very disturbing........................ Very much........................ A lot........................ Should do something........................ Should do that........................ Later........................ Wait for later........................ The time is not right yet........................ Will come soon........................ Time to give myself........................ All of me........................ To him........................ On the mat........................

God, i am tired of asking........................

Everything i put i your hand........................ I know u know........................ About everything........................ What is best for me........................ Because all of this time........................ What i ask........................ Never come true........................ Maybe what i ask........................ What i think is good for me........................ But it is not according to you........................ Sorry i complain........................ But i need to express all........................ What burdens my heart........................ And i am sorry for accusing you........................ Because the truth is........................ A lot of blessing i receive........................ From you........................ But i dont know why........................ Right now........................ I focus aonly on negative........................ This is hell........................ Many devils around me........................ Hush........................ Shoo........................

This is me........................

Loving you........................ And i try so hard........................ To love myself too........................ But you said it is wrong........................ Your people said it is dark........................ Your people kill my people........................ Here there everywhere........................ Very scary........................ I wonder where you are........................ Is it you........................ Really you? ........................ This kind of scene........................ Is it picturing you........................ Is it representing you........................ I dont think so........................