in the name of lord..................................

i cant stand it lord.................................. i cant bear it lord.................................. my chest feels heavy.................................. i am shaking.................................. help me lord.................................. make me enjoy it.................................. tho it is very hard.................................. let me do it slowly.................................. let me finish it in my own pace.................................. slow but sure.................................. tho it hurts.................................. i feel being used ............................................

for you..................................

be patient.................................. there is a reason behind all.................................. tho we don not know the reason now.................................. just believe it.................................. that he makes you quit the current job now for your own good.................................. maybe if you continue to work at current place.................................................................... it will be bad for you.................................. if he allows.................................. there will be a btter replacement.................................. concentrate on your study.................................. make yourself comfortable first.................................. if he allows i will help.................................. may he give me the power to do so.................................. if you feel comfortable in your study.................................. you can find a new job.................................. maybe it is one of the reasons you are being laid off.................................. so you can adapt on your new study.................................. it needs adaptation.................................. it needs habituation.................................. it needs routine.................................. if you have them all.................................. you feel comfortable.................................. you feel ok.................................. you could search for new opportunities.................................. dont forget to be always spiritful .............................................