it comes to me…………………………………………

lets do this………………………………………… fasting………………………………………… till the day comes………………………………………… till the end………………………………………… till the last drop………………………………………… of hope………………………………………… of time………………………………………… of blood………………………………………… so he will know………………………………………… that I want this………………………………………… and how I depend on him………………………………………… completely………………………………………… how I love him………………………………………… dearly …………………………………………

do you ever wake up in the middle of your deep sleep…………………………………………

and you try so hard to grasp for air………………………………………… you feel there is no air around you………………………………………… and you hear yourself………………………………………… your mouth whisper a name………………………………………… of your grandma………………………………………… who passed away a long time ago………………………………………… you did miss her………………………………………… you want to meet her………………………………………… but you cant………………………………………… the best way for loving her is………………………………………… send pray………………………………………… as he promises………………………………………… that he will take care of her………………………………………… if you pray hard………………………………………… and harder …………………………………………