Hell for me ………………………..

Others don’t know how I feel ……………………….. He knows how I feel ……………………….. I wish I can describe it more detail ……………………….. But I cant ……………………….. It is too much ……………………….. The thing is ……………………….. It is very scary for me ……………………….. Like hell ……………………….. Though ……………………….. I cant compare it ……………………….. I have never visited it ……………………….. For sure ……………………….. Wish will never visit there ………………………..

Dream of excretion ………………………..

Don’t know the meaning ……………………….. Read article ……………………….. More confused ……………………….. Mixed up ……………………….. The positive and the negative ones ……………………….. So be it ……………………….. Just believe nothing bad will happen ……………………….. Before ……………………….. I believe that this kind of dream is good ……………………….. I put out something bad out of my body ……………………….. So I think the meaning is ……………………….. I put out something bad out of my life ……………………….. That is ……………………….. Positive thinking ……………………….. He will agree ……………………….. I think ………………………..

All is as well ………………………..

Except ……………………….. The study ……………………….. And want to move to another country ……………………….. Lord ……………………….. Help me ……………………….. I want them ……………………….. But if you think they are bad for me ……………………….. Make me numb ……………………….. Don’t make me sad ……………………….. I cant feel it ……………………….. It is scary ……………………….. It depressed me so hard ……………………….. Put me in a black hole ……………………….. Dead end ………………………..

Dream ………………………..

Hope ……………………….. Guarded by so many invisible creatures ……………………….. Sent by him ……………………….. They sat on my fence ……………………….. A lot of them ……………………….. Angel like creature ……………………….. Angels with wings ……………………….. The beautiful ones ……………………….. And the scary ones ……………………….. Cant imagine the description ……………………….. Just it is ……………………….. Like that ……………………….. In the movie ……………………….. That would be nice ……………………….. Want to thank them ……………………….. Thank him ………………………..

My routine ………………………..

I think it is the source ……………………….. The reason why they can find me easily ……………………….. And maybe my stupidity ……………………….. A lot of updates ……………………….. But I believe god saves me all the time ……………………….. In the street ……………………….. In the office ……………………….. In the home’ ……………………….. Everywhere ……………………….. Here and there ……………………….. Coz nothing bad happen to me ……………………….. No harmful accident ……………………….. I am fine now ……………………….. Physically ……………………….. He is in disguise I think ……………………….. I believe that ………………………..

In the name of lord ………………………..

I put my everything before you ……………………….. I surrender completely ……………………….. I will accept all the consequences ……………………….. Whatever you want me to do ……………………….. I will do ……………………….. Dear lord almighty ……………………….. You are the power of everything ……………………….. You can turn the heart upside down ……………………….. You can make the situation completely the same ……………………….. Or vice versa ……………………….. You can alternate the heart of the people ……………………….. You have everything ……………………….. The most powerful energy ……………………….. In the universe and beyond ……………………….. That is why I ask for help only to you ……………………….. No where else to turn ……………………….. I love you lord ………………………..

Why must there be bad people ………………………..

Why must I meet bad people ……………………….. Why must I have business with bad people ……………………….. I think I had never done bad to others ……………………….. Stressed ……………………….. Cant get it out of my head ……………………….. It is crowded there ……………………….. Want to scream ……………………….. Is it karma ……………………….. I think it is ……………………….. You reap what you sawv ……………………….. When I think I don’t do bad to others ……………………….. Maybe he thinks I do bad to others ……………………….. That is why ……………………….. That is that ……………………….. I think it is his punishment for me ……………………….. Want to go there ……………………….. His home ……………………….. And never come out ………………………..

They look at me ………………………..

Before ……………………….. I believe I am hot ……………………….. Too much confident ……………………….. Now I am afraid ……………………….. It is all because of them ……………………….. I think ……………………….. All look at me ……………………….. Coz the bad ones tell all to them ……………………….. About me ……………………….. My secret ……………………….. My craziness ……………………….. Don’t know ……………………….. All still look at me ……………………….. Till now ……………………….. Weird ……………………….. Too sensitive ……………………….. But the reality is ………………………..