4 apr 17 selasa....................

Burjo.................... Kampus.................... Pulgsk.................... Superindo.................... Allahuakbar....................

3 apr 17 senen....................

Kkampus.................... Pul w b dini.................... Banjir dimana2.................... Allahuakbar....................

2 april 17 minggu....................

Pedurungan.................... Sore dijemput mbak din.................... Ciblon.................... Giant.................... Diner at truntum tlogosari.................... Dianter mbak din.................... Allahuakbar....................

Remember that time..............

When i post something.............. Of someone who i dont know.............. .............. Then a lot of protests come.............. Then remember yesterday.............. When i come across so many shitty things on the insta.............. It triggers bad feeling.............. A very annoying feeling.............. So it must be wrong.............. Isnt it.............. Or maybe the dark gives you that feeling.............. That means those shitty things are .............. Actually on the right side.............. Damn.............. Got so damn confused.............. Wish i had the knowledge.............. How to differ.............. Bad things and good things.............. So help me lord ..............

Now.....................

About her..................... Sorry if i had bad thoughts..................... So much work..................... And she seems exhausted..................... And then remember the discussion..................... Seems ok..................... But not though..................... Then the text from her..................... It full of distressed feeling..................... We feel it too..................... But we dont dare to say it out loud..................... Thx to her..................... Hope she will be ok..................... He is cruel..................... Very hitler-like..................... Giving a lot of jobs..................... To a lot of people..................... In the name of his..................... For his own benefit..................... Sorry for the bad thought..................... But maybe..................... He has good motives..................... It is for this place..................... It is for ht epeople involved in it..................... Hope this thought is true..................... Hope lord is here..................... Hope he is with us all .....................

Remembering the story of his.....................

His past..................... How great he was..................... I can see it..................... From the story..................... How great he is..................... I can see it..................... From the way he is..................... That is why god loves him..................... I can see it..................... How god puts him in the place like this..................... Make me jealous..................... Sorry for the feeling..................... I cant help it..................... The devil wins..................... Just for a moment..................... I will win again..................... For sure..................... Coz you are with me .....................

Always having negative thought about them.....................

That is why god hates me..................... As long as i am like this..................... God will not help me..................... So i must change..................... Thinking positively about them..................... Then maybe..................... God will help..................... Give me more..................... So much more..................... They are like that..................... Coz god creates them that way..................... They are perfect for what they are .....................

Suddenly think about him.....................

How lucky he is..................... He was accepted without test..................... Thinking about god..................... Why does he put him there..................... He is appropriate for that place..................... That position..................... He has good heart..................... He has good intention..................... Good behavior..................... Good thought..................... Good in everything..................... Thinking about me..................... Why am i not worthy like him..................... Yet..................... Try so hard to be worthy..................... Still..................... Thinking about the place..................... Always think that they are weird..................... And then..................... Now..................... I think i am weird just like them..................... That is why god puts me here .....................