Suddenly think about him.....................

How lucky he is..................... He was accepted without test..................... Thinking about god..................... Why does he put him there..................... He is appropriate for that place..................... That position..................... He has good heart..................... He has good intention..................... Good behavior..................... Good thought..................... Good in everything..................... Thinking about me..................... Why am i not worthy like him..................... Yet..................... Try so hard to be worthy..................... Still..................... Thinking about the place..................... Always think that they are weird..................... And then..................... Now..................... I think i am weird just like them..................... That is why god puts me here .....................