Tuesday, May 26, 2026

Maybe karma walks in silence,

 



He said her name was hidden,
locked away where no one knew,
but whispers walked to maiden
and somehow, somehow… it was true.

Promises dissolved like serum
dripping slowly into lies,
sweet words wearing silver halos
while betrayal filled the skies.

Danger lives inside deception,
in the games people create,
smiling softly in the daylight
while they quietly seal your fate.

Maybe karma walks in silence,
maybe time will make things clear,
every secret leaves an echo,
every lie returns sincere.

And if someday truth comes knocking,
may it find what hearts conceal,
for the wounds disguised as joking
are still painfully real.

So forgive me if I’m mistaken,
if my anger sounds too loud—
but trust once broken into pieces
never rests beneath the crowd.

26 mei 26 selasa

 




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Monday, May 25, 2026

25 mei 26 senen

 



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Sunday, May 24, 2026

24 mei 26 minggu

 




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Saturday, May 23, 2026

23 mei 26 sabtu

 




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Friday, May 22, 2026

Forgive me for this fragile heart.

 



Sorry, Lord,
I come to You again
with a heavy chest
and a smile that keeps pretending to be okay.

I told the world
that I was fine,
but before You,
I finally break open.

Three people already
heard the cracks in my voice,
heard the jealousy
quietly growing inside me
like moss on a damp wall.

I’m sorry.

I know
I should not compare my journey.
They are soaring far ahead,
while I am still here
trying to calm my own heart.

I know
everyone has their own road,
their own timing,
their own destiny
written carefully by Your hands.

But still, Lord,
there is a pain I cannot explain
when I watch others
arrive sooner
at the dreams they prayed for.

And I—
I am still standing here,
asking for direction,
collecting the little pieces of faith
falling from my tired hands.

Forgive me for being jealous.
Forgive me for this fragile heart.
Forgive me for not fully accepting
the slowness of my own life.

If You allow it, Lord,
please hold my mind tonight.
Quiet the noise in my head,
ease the ache inside my chest.

Give me light
when everything feels dark.
Give me strength
to believe
that being late does not mean being lost.

And if my path is truly different,
teach me
how to keep walking
without needing to become anyone else
but myself.

Because I am tired
of hating myself
just because I have not arrived yet.

22 mei 26 jumat

 




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