Ok then…………………………………………………………………

Take it easy………………………………………………………………… I am tired being in full force………………………………………………………………… I am tired having heartache………………………………………………………………… If I get it………………………………………………………………… I will be grateful………………………………………………………………… If I don’t get it………………………………………………………………… I will be grateful still………………………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………………………… Keep trying till the end………………………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………………………… Giving the result to him………………………………………………………………… Let him decide what will come out of it………………………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………………………… Keep praying………………………………………………………………… Don’t stop praying………………………………………………………………… Don’t stop trying………………………………………………………………… Don’t stop thinking positively about him………………………………………………………………… Don’t stop loving him …………………………………………………………………

Text from mrk…………………………………………………………………

He did have positive thoughts about me………………………………………………………………… That I have a lot of networking………………………………………………………………… Being grateful to that………………………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………………………… I hope I will not think negatively about him anymore………………………………………………………………… I hope I will think positively about him from here on………………………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………………………… I hope he isn’t negative to me………………………………………………………………… I hope he is positive to me………………………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………………………… He will make me ok………………………………………………………………… He will make mrk ok………………………………………………………………… He will make us ok’………………………………………………………………… He will make our relationship ok …………………………………………………………………

I should beg…………………………………………………………………

But the reality is not like that………………………………………………………………… I didn’t know what happened………………………………………………………………… When she said she does analisys on children literature in class………………………………………………………………… I should say I can do that………………………………………………………………… I did want it to be ok with mrsab………………………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………………………… But she did reject me in a way………………………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………………………… He will give me replacement………………………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………………………… He will make me click with this new one …………………………………………………………………

Being rejected by mrsab…………………………………………………………………

It hurts………………………………………………………………… Lord………………………………………………………………… I am confused………………………………………………………………… What else should I do………………………………………………………………… Mrsab suggested me to contact another spv………………………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………………………… I will do that………………………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………………………… I hope the new one is ok………………………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………………………… He will make the new one ok………………………………………………………………… If it is not ok………………………………………………………………… He will not make me sad………………………………………………………………… He will show me the reason………………………………………………………………… As it is excruciating………………………………………………………………… I hope I can handle it …………………………………………………………………

13 des 19 jumat ………………………………………………………………………

Spencer………………………………………………………………… Jumatan………………………………………………………………… Pul………………………………………………………………… International office………………………………………………………………… Spencer with all………………………………………………………………… Taxi………………………………………………………………… Botanical garden………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………