They talk about the end of the day……………………………………….

They talk about death………………………………………. Make me furious\………………………………………. They said it is near………………………………………. It will happen soon………………………………………. They prepare everything for it………………………………………. Just let them be………………………………………. In the name of lord………………………………………. Let prepare myself for it………………………………………. Though I am not ready for it………………………………………. Not ready at all………………………………………. My mind still is on worldly things………………………………………. If he allows………………………………………. He will make me die in peace………………………………………. In his embrace………………………………………. He is the greatest………………………………………. He will make miracles………………………………………. He will still allow me to do things………………………………………. To do this things………………………………………. To search happiness………………………………………. To be here………………………………………. To get my wish………………………………………. To acquire my dream………………………………………. To reach my goal………………………………………. To fulfill my wish …………………………………………….

my socks missing again…………………………………

now are three………………………………… yesterday i was happy………………………………… as i think it would be like mecca………………………………… missing in this place………………………………… meaning i will go here again………………………………… now i am sad………………………………… i am afraid………………………………… i am worried………………………………… i will lose all my socks………………………………… in the name of lord………………………………… dont be afraid………………………………… if he allows………………………………… let it all be………………………………… he is the greatest………………………………… he will make miracles………………………………… i will be grateful ………………………………… if my socks are safe………………………………… it will be ok………………………………… if i lose all my socks………………………………… he will make me capable of buying new ones………………………………… and the hope is still there………………………………… will be here again………………………………… if my socks are missing here………………………………… the ghost of them will calling me here………………………………… will drag me here………………………………… will send me here………………………………… will put me here …………………………………

for you…………………………………

if i go back………………………………… it is for you………………………………… if i stay here………………………………… it is for you………………………………… whatever your decision is………………………………… make my heart be in the good shape………………………………… i dont want to get depressed………………………………… in the name of lord………………………………… as my wish to stay here………………………………… if he allows………………………………… it is not guaranteed yet………………………………… that you will allow me to stay here………………………………… he is the greatest………………………………… he will make miracles………………………………… he will grant my wish………………………………… he will let me stay here …………………………………

Food………………………………………………………..

Thrown away again……………………………………………………….. Lord……………………………………………………….. It hurts me so bad……………………………………………………….. I don’t know what to do……………………………………………………….. And I cant say it to them……………………………………………………….. It is just me……………………………………………………….. Being stupid……………………………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………………………….. May they don’t do that again……………………………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………………………….. He will make them realize it……………………………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………………………….. He will safe us all ………………………………………………………..

Wet the bed twice………………………………………………………..

Lord……………………………………………………….. Help me please……………………………………………………….. Don’t make me error again please……………………………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………………………….. I hope I can be strong……………………………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………………………….. He will make me strong……………………………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………………………….. I will be safe……………………………………………………….. Till the end of this program……………………………………………………….. And if I got accepted here……………………………………………………….. I will be safe……………………………………………………….. During my stay here ……………………………………………………………..

They waste food………………………………………………..

Make me sad……………………………………………….. I hope I can prevent it in the future……………………………………………….. I hope they don’t do that again in the future……………………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………………….. I hope we can finish of all our food……………………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………………….. We will cook exactly the right amount of food……………………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………………….. He will help us to do so……………………………………………….. He will protect us from bad things……………………………………………….. He will not make us waste our food……………………………………………….. He will bless all our doings……………………………………………….. He will go along the way …………………………………………………..

15 nov 19 jumat ……………………………..

Class………………………………… Jumatan………………………………… Pul………………………………… International office………………………………… And laundry………………………………… Missing socks again………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

14 nov 19 kamis ………………………………..

Mentoring…………………………….. Pukl…………………………….. Spencer…………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………..

13 nov 19 rabu ………………………………………..

Meeting apply doctorate……………………………….. Pul……………………………….. Spencer……………………………….. International office……………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………..

12 nov 19 selasa …………………………………………..

Sit in……………………………………….. Bank……………………………………….. Pul……………………………………….. Library……………………………………….. Down town……………………………………….. Fish n chips……………………………………….. Sobeys……………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………..

11 nov 19 senen ………………………………………………..

Parade of remembrance day with the whole group with mrawesome………………………………………………………..…………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………………………..

10 nov 19 minggu……………………………………………

Piper……………………………………………….. Dolarama……………………………………………….. Avalon……………………………………………….. Dolarama……………………………………………….. Dolarama Kelsey……………………………………………….. Walmart……………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………..