neighbors...............

sorry i dont help............... i was tired............... i was busy............... i hope they understand............... i hope they dont hate me............... if i can i will help............... it is for sure.............................. if he allows............... with all my power............... lord forgive me please............... dont be afraid to be hated............... they will not hate............... dont be afraid cannot help............... there will be time i will be able to help ......................

mri got one...................

happy for him................... happy for me................... dont be jealous................... he will send a better one................... if i heard their stories................... about their adventures................... i got very jealous................... they got accepted by all................... they meet them everywhere................... with many different persons................... got jealous................... i should not be jealous................... must be true to heart................... must be loyal................... with my own principal................... making love with love................... believe it................... he will send someone .................................

it was ascending............

it was narrow............ it was both............ it was very crowded............ it wowed me............ i am amazed with my own capability............ can conquer my afraid............ and i dont feel scared at all............ that was him............ wasnt it............ i think so............ i believe so............ i was afraid of uphill............ i was afraid of poky............ i was afraid of stuffy............ and i vanquish all ........................

in the name of lord.

......................... ........................ i hope the jam is not for long......................... i wish mri is not bad mood......................... i hope this holiday is fun......................... thx lord......................... a lotf of first experiences......................... tho there are many times the negatives tried to squeeze in......................... but i can keep myself to be positive......................... visiting some new places......................... make it as a lesson.................................................. as the material for story telling......................... if i meet my friends......................... the bad ones would be teacher......................... the good ones would be supporter......................... mood booster......................... i think he was there all along .....................................