I am jealous………………

I want to be like them……………… I want to have story……………… Actually I have story……………… But it is a simple one……………… And not famous……………… Whereas I want it to be famous……………… Now I must change my brain……………… It need not to be famous……………… As long as it makes me happy……………… With my own story……………… With my own way……………… With me being my own director……………… I will make it happy ending ………………

Maybe I should love this place………………

Love as much as I can……………… Coz usually god takes away something that I like……………… I want that kind of victory……………… All has life……………… I am not……………… I see their life……………… In group……………… In social media……………… In online……………… All has story……………… I am not ………………

Please don’t forget me………………

Will you put me there……………… The place where I thought it will be safe for me to be me……………… Then again……………… This head says……………… That you place me here……………… Coz you think I am safe here……………… Really? ……………… Can you bring her back……………… She is my safe……………… Please ………………