i did report it to him...

............... you can ask him directly.................. i cant communicate it well.................. to you it is difficult.................. impossible.................. he understands everything.................. i dont understand a thing.................. saying it alone is a difficult process.................. i am afraid i can deliver the message well.................. i am worried that i will make it worse ..................

dreaming it....

.............. hoping it.................. wishing it.................. sorry if my dream was wrong.................. but it is difficult not to do it.................. difficult to prevent it.................. just a very little trigger can makes it in full speed.................. creating a whole lot of train of thoughts.................. uncontrollable.................. it is you who are great ..................

i am happy...

............... i accept it.................. i accept myself.................. i accept you.................. i accept lord.................. i accept thm.................. i accept my fam.................. thx u lord.................. thx u parents.................. thx u all..................

it is for you i prepare myself..

................ lord.................. bring him back to me.................. bring im back here.................. bring him back into my life.................. bring him back to my heart.................. otherwise.................. send me a replacement.................. otherwise.................. dont give me a painful heartache.................. it hurts a lot.................. i cant bear it.................. sorry for so many requests ..................

that waiter is gone.

................. making me cry inside.................. hurt isnt it.................. then again.................. we didnt do a thing for all this time.................. but at least he is there.................. i can see him.................. making me happy inside.................. weird.................. lord.................. i want to be happy.................. am i deserved to be happy.................. with that person.................. till the end of time.................. with you too of course ..................