Friday, March 22, 2024

22 mar 24 jumat

 





22 mar 24 jumat

kampus

rudos

jumatan

rudos

wrg1

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar


all the fire in me

 


Must be strong

Must be patient

cannot back down

\must keep going forward

there is wall behind

there is blocks all around

someone pushes me forward

someone pulls me up front

on the hanging lamp

groping the skies

the cotton-like lips

whispering melodious curse

that ignite all the fire in me

triggering all the sleeping wolves

pack of howling bleeding mouth

calling the simmering moon

This aura

 


Waiting is something hard for me

Hate this kind of feeling
Feel nothing
Need something to do
Need something to keep me busy
And feel awkward 
Hope everyone is okay
Me being me
Not being them
Difficult to mingle
Difficult to talk
Nothing is easy for me
But can't be negative
Must be always positive
This too
This situation
This condition
This aura
This surrounding
All has meaning
Shape me to be better
Allow me to learn new things
Provide me new dilemmas
All the things 
All the stuff
Being mentioned in the air
Running through left ears
Passing through right ears
Killing both sides
Not just diminishing 
But surely to continue to thrive
Not back down soon
Climbing