After joining workshop…

 

 

After joining workshop…………………………………………………………………………………

Becoming very sad…………………………………………………………………………………

All already got grants…………………………………………………………………………………

I am not…………………………………………………………………………………

And they are new…………………………………………………………………………………

And directly they got grants…………………………………………………………………………………

They must be really clever…………………………………………………………………………………

Becoming jealous…………………………………………………………………………………

This thing ruins me…………………………………………………………………………………

Making me very sad…………………………………………………………………………………

Feeling so blue all over…………………………………………………………………………………

Feeling the pain…………………………………………………………………………………

It seems he is not fair…………………………………………………………………………………

I did fight for so many years…………………………………………………………………………………

Bet still he didn’t grant me grant…………………………………………………………………………………

I ask all of these…………………………………………………………………………………

What did I do wrong…………………………………………………………………………………

Why didn’t I deserve grant…………………………………………………………………………………

I swear to you dear lord…………………………………………………………………………………

This is painful …………………………………………………………………………………

 

Forgetting something important…

 

 

Forgetting something important…………………………………………………………………………………

Hate myself for that…………………………………………………………………………………

Don’t want to experience this kind of thing no more…………………………………………………………………………………

In the name of lord…………………………………………………………………………………

He will make me remember…………………………………………………………………………………

If he allows…………………………………………………………………………………

He will not make me forget things…………………………………………………………………………………

He is the greatest…………………………………………………………………………………

He will grant my wishes…………………………………………………………………………………

love is expensive…

 

 

love is expensive…………………………………………………………………………………

love is cruel…………………………………………………………………………………

love is hurt…………………………………………………………………………………

love is pain…………………………………………………………………………………

I had that so many times…………………………………………………………………………………

I am tired…………………………………………………………………………………

I don’t want it anymore…………………………………………………………………………………

I want happiness…………………………………………………………………………………

I want something cheerful…………………………………………………………………………………

In the name of lord…………………………………………………………………………………

He will give me those…………………………………………………………………………………

If he allows…………………………………………………………………………………

He will not hurt me anymore…………………………………………………………………………………

He is the greatest…………………………………………………………………………………

All will be well …………………………………………………………………………………

missing you…

 

 

missing you…………………………………………………………………………………

want to meet you…………………………………………………………………………………

want to be with you…………………………………………………………………………………

feeling not complete without you…………………………………………………………………………………

in gthe name of lord…………………………………………………………………………………

mau he send someone for me soon…………………………………………………………………………………

If he allows…………………………………………………………………………………

He will make me happy by sending someone special to me…………………………………………………………………………………

He is the greatest…………………………………………………………………………………

He will send the perfect one for me …………………………………………………………………………………