Lappy.................

Yesterday get annoyed................. When she accidentally touch my lap................. And my lap is broken................. Error................. The charger is dead again................. Very annoyed................. My head is exploding................. Then i turn it off................. Then i go to the food stall................. Smoking................. Enjoying coffee................. Calm my brain................. Then i go back................. I turn it on................. Thank god it works................. This morning it is totally dead................. And i must surrender................. I accept wholeheartedly................. I am not angry................. I am not annoyed................. I believe in him................. There is a plan behind it................. There is a solution waiting................. Sevice................. Buy a new one................. Whatever................. Love you god................. Though................. It hurts a lot.................

Cant live without lap.................

I admit that................. And when you take it................. I am depressed................. Fall without stopping................. Fall into darkness................. Bottomless hole................. The soul is blackened................. A lot of tears................. Then you give a little bit of medication................. To the eye................. Beautiful scene................. Thank lord................. You take away the pain................. Just for a moment................. Love you................. Will never stop loving you................. Hope the solution is wonderful................. There will be two................. The service................. Hope it can................. Like long time ago................. Or i will buy the new one................. But i need the documents................. Help me lord................. I surrender................. Completely.................

Cc.................

For this time i am afraid i cant................. Control myself................. And it happens................. Now i must change my brain................. I must be able to control myself................. And it will happen................. Of course................. With his help................. His guidance................. His warning................. That is always there................. And will always be ready................. For me................. For all of us................. Without stopping................. Always accompanying................. Show the right path................. Not misguiding................. For my sake................. The sake of all................. For the healthy life sake................. Happy................. Save................. And blessed.................

Maybe it is time.................

For me to study................. There are many jobs................. Outside that lap................. That lap gives distractions................. A lot of them................. Never do the jobs................. Coz of that lap................. Again and again................. I choose that lap................. Over others................. Many others................. Damn................. God help me please.................

I got good marks.................

And i remember the quote................. Then i think................. It is all becuase of her................. So i thank her................. Thank god................. Now i am nice to her................. My brain is nice to her................. Coz i believe she prays for me................. Hopw i dont make mistake................. Loving her coz she prays for me................. Hope god knows my reason................. And i now pray for her................. For the same reason................. Hope god accept my pray................. Whatever my reason.................

22 des 16 kamis.........................

Ikip......................... Lappy eror......................... Burjo......................... At matahari......................... Servis lp eror......................... Kos......................... Lappy eror......................... Wrg......................... Taxi......................... Ipah......................... Sumberalam......................... At jogja w ipah mamat ika......................... Condongcatur......................... Omahe mamat......................... Nginep......................... Allahuakbar.........................

21 des 16 rabu.........................

Ikip......................... Wrg......................... Allahuakbar.........................

20 des 16 selasa.........................

Ikip......................... Mandiri......................... Ikip......................... Allahuakbar.........................

19 des 16 senen.........................

Ikip mpe sore......................... Allahuakbar.........................

18 des 16 minggu.........................

Renang......................... Pedurungan......................... With dian k kos......................... K energy eror......................... Jonas poto......................... Energy......................... Joas poto......................... Johar......................... Karpet arteri......................... Lunch at depan usm......................... Pedurungan......................... Kos......................... Mlm pijet......................... Indmrt......................... Tahugimbal......................... Allahuakbar.........................