even I want something free ……………………………….

and you didn’t allow me………………………………. what………………………………. should I go here………………………………. but there is always obstacle………………………………. I don’t know………………………………. if it cant work………………………………. let it be………………………………. I should spend money………………………………. I hope this body………………………………. can still find some income………………………………. non stop………………………………. till I die………………………………. with his permission ……………………………….

it was error……………………………….

lord………………………………. I am afraid………………………………. many jobs………………………………. please don’t make it error again………………………………. thx lord………………………………. it works………………………………. I hope it is like this always………………………………. till later………………………………. till the end………………………………. with your permission………………………………. with your blessing ……………………………….

you add more……………………………….

misery………………………………. punishment………………………………. my glasses are broken………………………………. I don’t know anymore………………………………. I am tired already………………………………. I am depressed already………………………………. I want to be happy………………………………. if this must happen………………………………. what else can I do………………………………. I cant protest………………………………. I just can accept ……………………………….

sometimes……………………………….

a lot of times………………………………. I ask that question………………………………. over and over again………………………………. but never find the answer………………………………. you never speak………………………………. you never whisperv………………………………. I wish you do………………………………. I want to hear you………………………………. I want to hear your whisper in my ear………………………………. telling stories in my ears………………………………. making my life not miserable………………………………. making my heart satisfied………………………………. with your answers………………………………. with your explanation ……………………………….

crazy high level……………………………….

driving and crashing the brigde………………………………. stressed………………………………. don’t want to eat………………………………. having maag………………………………. it is very painful in the stomach………………………………. gastric acid attack………………………………. then I should pay back the money………………………………. perfect………………………………. in the name of lord………………………………. then the enail is not good at all………………………………. not clear whatsoever………………………………. getting worse………………………………. the panick attact ……………………………….

I will have my own fairy tale……………………………….

seeing that………………………………. reading that………………………………. it is everywhere………………………………. I want it too………………………………. then I ask you………………………………. coz you are the only place I can ask for everything………………………………. and I did that………………………………. and I will do that again………………………………. and again………………………………. I have a lot of request ……………………………….

stressed……………………………….

confused………………………………. crazy………………………………. don’t have good mood………………………………. don’t want to eat………………………………. make me stomachache………………………………. maag………………………………. gastric acid geeting high………………………………. fever………………………………. and it doesn’t stop there………………………………. it keeps coming………………………………. your torture………………………………. your punishment………………………………. your lash………………………………. I am tired lord ……………………………….

sick again………………………….

because I cut my hairs…………………………. is it…………………………. I did read it somewhere…………………………. that satan can hide in hairs…………………………. coz I listen to him…………………………. maybe all of them inside me…………………………. react badly…………………………. negatively…………………………. as I wont to get closer to him ………………………….

lord………………………….

all texts me…………………………. in private…………………………. all cares for me…………………………. I am moved…………………………. I did send message again…………………………. get the auto reply…………………………. I hope there is an officer who reads my message…………………………. in the name of lord…………………………. I hope I can join them…………………………. I hope I can be calm…………………………. i hope tomorrow all the paper is done…………………………. I hope tomorrow all is clear ………………………….

lord………………………….

allow me to go there…………………………. lord…………………………. allow me to get my study…………………………. lord…………………………. allow me to always have work…………………………. always have income…………………………. always be save…………………………. although save is in your hand…………………………. not in income…………………………. lord…………………………. allow me to be close to you…………………………. on your path…………………………. on your home ………………………….

lord………………………….

i think they live unworldly one hundred percent…………………………. leaving the worldly things one hundred percent…………………………. completely…………………………. but it appears they don’t…………………………. at the beginning I was afraid…………………………. I was angry…………………………. I was jealous…………………………. but now I know…………………………. lord…………………………. at least they are closer to you …………………………. compare to me…………………………. which is very far apart ………………………….

amazing………………………….

big attacks come…………………………. \twice in the same time…………………………. and I must be strong…………………………. to face it all…………………………. lord…………………………. help me…………………………. lord…………………………. give me hand…………………………. to be always in your path…………………………. never be out of it…………………………. from your ways ………………………….

I am ill again………………………….

lord…………………………. make me strong…………………………. lord …………………………. make me healthy…………………………. lord…………………………. guard me…………………………. lord…………………………. I will give all my life to you…………………………. always…………………………. forever and ever ………………………….

lord………………………….

sorry for not thinking about your possession…………………………. like them…………………………. I think about my own business…………………………. my worldly things…………………………. in a way…………………………. this is my way to love you…………………………. is it really important to defend you physical representation…………………………. which is made by human…………………………. is it only that thing that represent you…………………………. the whole you…………………………. I don’t think so…………………………. you are much more bigger than that ………………………….

lord………………………….

sorry I forgot…………………………. to listen to you…………………………. now I remember…………………………. I will listen to it continuously…………………………. till the judgment day…………………………. and again after that…………………………. to protect me…………………………. to protect my family…………………………. to chase away the satans…………………………. to be close to you…………………………. lord…………………………. I love you ………………………….

in the name of lord………………………….

help me please…………………………. you are the great…………………………. you are the best…………………………. all is yours…………………………. I am yours…………………………. my paper is yours…………………………. my life is yours…………………………. allow me to use all that…………………………. to go there…………………………. to chase my dream…………………………. to be closer to you ………………………….

lord………………………….

idm is error…………………………. lord…………………………. help me please…………………………. lord …………………………. I need to work…………………………. lord…………………………. it needs to work…………………………. lord…………………………. I spent a lot in this…………………………. lord…………………………. it works…………………………. lord…………………………. thx u ………………………….

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