Thursday, October 3, 2019

They write it on lappy……………………………………

I want them to write it manually…………………………………… But I don’t tell them…………………………………… I wish they know what I want…………………………………… Stupid me…………………………………… How come they know it…………………………………… If I don’t tell them…………………………………… Bad mood…………………………………… Playing the victim…………………………………… Being bad…………………………………… As it is not my class…………………………………… Hate to teach here…………………………………… Don’t do that…………………………………… God hate that…………………………………… It is dangerous…………………………………… Must change…………………………………… Be nice…………………………………… Be good…………………………………… Be wonderful…………………………………… Be amazing…………………………………… Be fabulous…………………………………… Be kind…………………………………… Thus he love you…………………………………… Thus he love me …………………………………………………….

Very bad mood……………………………………

Not my class…………………………………… I have a lot of things to do…………………………………… Lord…………………………………… Help me please…………………………………… Maybe if I do this…………………………………… Help her…………………………………… Lord will help me…………………………………… Lord will send me there…………………………………… That too…………………………………… Maybe if I pay my condolences to mrb…………………………………… Lord will love me…………………………………… Lord will fly me there…………………………………… Force myself to be nice…………………………………… If I am nice…………………………………… He will put me there …………………………………………………..

The talkings………………………………

Thinking about him……………………………… Maybe he is the one who spread it……………………………… Thinking about the rejections in the past……………………………… Thinking about the rejection just now……………………………… Is it true that the news is bad about me……………………………… Is it true that someone badmouthing me out there……………………………… The adding then……………………………… The adding now……………………………… The adding long time ago……………………………… Then I got problem……………………………… I give it and he ask for more……………………………… Now I think it is my mistake……………………………… As I am not confirming it to the person……………………………… Now the process is through app……………………………… So it is completely safe……………………………… Long time ago all is fine……………………………… I don’t feel any objection……………………………… Suddenly got a text from a masseur……………………………… I think it now……………………………… That all of them are inter connected……………………………… All of them know each other……………………………… And tell each other stuffs……………………………… Scary……………………………… Hope lord protect me from bad people……………………………… Hope lord put me away from bad people……………………………… Wish lord put me away from all danger ………………………………………………

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