someone is behind me……………….……………….

the dream is that that person is into me to……………….………………. that he has a big secret……………….………………. that he is sexy, tall, white, handsome……………….………………. that he is rich and clever……………….………………. he loves to travel……………….………………. he will take me places……………….………………. five continents……………….………………. all existing countries in this world……………….………………. and more……………….………………. out of space……………….………………. that is crazy……………….………………. that is weird……………….………………. but it will happen……………….………………. if he allows it ……………….……………….

everybody leaves……………….……………….

the friends……………….………………. the lover……………….………………. the father……………….………………. it was like that for me……………….………………. teachers are no help……………….………………. I stand tall……………….………………. I will held my head high……………….………………. I will prove to them that I am fine……………….………………. that I will conquer the world……………….………………. without them I am wonderful……………….………………. I am still amazing as always……………….………………. better even……………….………………. much more awesome than before……………….………………. beyond their imagination……………….………………. coz he helps me ……………….……………….

stupid……………….……………….

to believe in love……………….………………. I was like that……………….………………. not anymore……………….………………. I will find the one……………….………………. who can accept me as I am……………….………………. no need for love……………….………………. as long as we are compatible for each other……………….………………. he needs to work too……………….………………. so we can share our responsibilities……………….………………. that will be good relationship……………….………………. better if he gives his blessings……………….………………. so everything will be safe……………….………………. everything will run smoothly……………….………………. no obstacles will come……………….………………. if there are some……………….………………. we can solve it happily ……………….……………….

as a child……………….……………….

you don’t have the same thought as me……………….………………. if your parents don’t love you……………….………………. it means the end of the world……………….………………. every movies is the same……………….………………. telling that kind of thing……………….………………. they need the acknowledgement from parents……………….………………. although they have so much love……………….………………. from friends……………….………………. from coworkers……………….………………. from neighbors……………….………………. from strangers……………….………………. from supporters……………….………………. from all over the world……………….………………. it is not enough……………….………………. if the parents do not give their love to them……………….………………. not me……………….………………. as fas as I know……………….………………. I just want to run away……………….………………. where there are a lot of people like us……………….………………. live happily ever after ……………….……………….