memory of nizar

only you know this sacrifice……………………………

only you know this tears…………………………… the reason…………………………… the cause…………………………… all behind it…………………………… you tell me to fight alone’…………………………… I did that lord…………………………… I hope you come soon…………………………… I miss you…………………………… I want to come home…………………………… All is evil…………………………… Only you are the best ……………………………

It is not him……………………………

Who sits in front of you…………………………… Who talks to you…………………………… But why it is him…………………………… In your eyes…………………………… In your brain…………………………… In your smile…………………………… It is crazy…………………………… Don’t want to think bout him…………………………… But cant help it’…………………………… He just comes uninvited…………………………… As he pleases…………………………… Not considering me ……………………………

Respect life……………………………

Stay away from that part…………………………… But look…………………………… That hot red color…………………………… It is so nice…………………………… It attracts you near…………………………… Draw you close…………………………… The temptation is big…………………………… It is like pollen for bees…………………………… The honey is there…………………………… In the end…………………………… But the thorn will kill you…………………………… If it is not now…………………………… It will eventually…………………………… You are doomed ……………………………

The lust thing……………………………

I think this is the reason behind all…………………………… The bad things…………………………… Happen in my time’…………………………… Always assume the others bad…………………………… Meanwhile it is not one hundred percent that I am good before him…………………………… Honestly…………………………… If I see it more detail…………………………… There are a lot of bads in me…………………………… Afraid…………………………… Don’t want it…………………………… Want to change…………………………… Become white…………………………… Then fly away ……………………………

In a way……………………………

I don’t want to come home…………………………… Don’t want to meet people anymore…………………………… I cant understand them…………………………… They are difficult…………………………… Full of deceitful things…………………………… Differ from you…………………………… You are clear…………………………… You want me good…………………………… If I am good…………………………… You will give me good…………………………… Treat me good…………………………… That is it…………………………… Good gets good…………………………… Bad gets bad…………………………… It is not for people…………………………… They mix all up…………………………… Hate that ……………………………

Sad……………………………

No home teacher…………………………… Hope there is a blessing behind all of this…………………………… Then I am afraid to ask…………………………… To mrj…………………………… To mrsm…………………………… Now…………………………… Thick headed…………………………… Up to you…………………………… What will happen…………………………… Let it happen…………………………… Take it all…………………………… The good ones and the bad ones…………………………… But I hope…………………………… It is the good ones ……………………………

memory of nizar