I can busy myself…………….

With a lot of stuffs……………. Though……………. There are some errors……………. Maybe……………. That is the god’s way to punish me……………. For not being with them……………. But thx god……………. The punishment is not tough……………. Love you god……………. Love you so much……………. This writing frightens me……………. I hope you will not give me tough punishment……………. I don’t mean to underestimate you……………. I know you can give me hell to punish me …………….

They are here…………….

I want to run away……………. I don’t want to be with them……………. Being dead at the first night is good……………. Not meeting them……………. Become the committee and be busy is good……………. Not meeting them……………. Then the Saturday night comes……………. Get confused……………. Have nothing to do……………. But finally …………….

Something wrong with my cell…………….

Damn……………. I rename it……………. And the file is gone……………. Stupid me……………. It happens several times……………. And I do it again……………. The same method……………. It shows that I am very stupid……………. It is hard god……………. But I must be tough……………. As tough as the rocks on the seas……………. Because you create me……………. As tough as steel……………. That is your promise …………….

It frightens me…………….

What if I lose my mind……………. I think I am gonna lose my mind……………. But thx god……………. I finish the jobs……………. To buy that credit……………. And to purchase the power source……………. And I visit my old place……………. Thx god again……………. There is an empty seat……………. And I can do my things……………. Writing……………. A lot……………. And the memory comes……………. The ball game……………. The seller gets so excited……………. Got disturbed……………. But not……………. Just see it……………. Seize the moment…………….

Always remember that time…………….

When I lose my sanity……………. Get angry to the committee……………. Coz they are unprofessional……………. That was weird……………. Really weird……………. I forgot to wait for my stuff……………. Then I left……………. It shows my insanity……………. Coz they are here……………. Coz the seller is hot……………. Coz there are so many things to do……………. Oh my god …………….

22 juli 17 sabtu…………….

Kampus……………. Panitia kuliah umum……………. Karaoke at invie w pjoko bmei beka bari pyusuf pkamto atika……………. Kampus ambil mtr……………. Pul……………. Mlm bli pulsa……………. Rolkbl……………. Burjo……………. Pijet……………. Allahuakbar…………….

21 juli 17 jumat…………….

Kampus……………. Pulgasik……………. Servis jamtangan……………. Pul……………. Londri……………. Allahuakbar…………….

20 juli 17 kamis…………….

Kampus……………. W p broto b mei b ikha p aryo alam……………. K jogja……………. By pbroto’s car……………. Seminar at upy……………. Brkt mampir sarapan at bakso soto temple……………. Pul mampir makan at nasipadang secang……………. Kampus ambil motor……………. Allahuakbar…………….

19 jul 17 rabu…………….

Kampus……………. Alfmrt……………. Allahuakbar…………….

18 juli 17 selasa…………….

Kampus……………. Klinik……………. Nyuci motor……………. Pul……………. Nonton at dpmall……………. Allahuakbar…………….

17 juli 17 senen ……………………..

Kampus……………. Pelatihan jurnal……………. Pul gasik……………. Allahuakbar…………….