if i analyze my own...........

got addicted to the cyber world........... lord help me please........... i cant live without it........... the lappy got me........... the cell got me........... the wifi got me........... i try hard to find them........... at aunt place........... at office........... at cafe........... remember that time........... the first time i know it........... when i was in college........... i got addcited starting from the start........... it is scary........... i sacrifice verything for it........... for having the connection i will do everything........... that time........... and now i still do the same ...........................

hopelessly romantic...

................. and naughty.................... can we combine both.................... i am nervous.................... i am weird.................... is there someone out there.................... the same as me.................... lord help me please.................... send me someone the same as me.................... send me someone like the one on my mind.................... the one who will love me as me.................... the one who will accept me as me.................... the one that is pretty and hot and tall.................... and white and rich and clever.................... dank.................... this kind of things.................... always got me imagining stuff.................... dreaming high.................... flying high.................... keep praying hard tho .....................................

works...........

lord help me please........... my mind is full of them........... it is burdening........... but i keep watching videos........... and i keep thinking of them........... i should have priority........... i must work........... this videos can be watched any other time........... it will be still there........... they will not go anywhere........... i must do my jobs........... my books........... my proposals........... and others........... let me be positive........... let me be diligent........... let me stay away from laziness........... dank........... there are always dark sides........... they are everywhere........... they have all kind of things........... including this ..................

running out of quota....

............... must stop downloading................... must stop watching videos................... i hope i can make it till the end of the month................... i hope i can find wifi everywhere................... i hope the cell doesnot error till the end of the month................... lord help me please................... let me find wifi evrywhere................... everytime i need it................... and i believe i will need it a lot................... as i got a lot of jobs to do................... and i hope you will help me on that area too................... it is really hard to do so................... giving priority in my life................... they always distract me................... the things that are not supposed to be................... hope you protect me from those kind of things................... it is scary................... being lured to that side .................................

they afraid of invasion.....

................. but i am in love with china...................... a lot of bl series coming from there...................... and they are hot as hell...................... as i am noone...................... i can do big things to prevent it...................... just hoping and praying...................... that what they think is not true...................... that what will happen will be positive...................... that god will protect us all always...................... and if it is really happening...................... he also will make sure that it will be good for us...................... no matter what...................... there always be positive sides of everything...................... including this...................... including what will happen next ...........................................

new staffs ....

................................... there are three.................... and the one being interviewed.................... hope he con gt accepted.................... thus there will be more.................... for my pleasure.................... the satisfaction of the heart.................... nothing can be real.................... as it is up to now.................... it is scary to make a move.................... regarding the part.................... very traumatic experience.................... but the one i adore is still here.................... it is very good.................... and someone new always got our eyes locked ....................