Sick…………….

Maybe it is a sign from him……………. That I need to rest……………. My body needs to rest……………. But there are so many jobs……………. And I have to do that……………. I have to finish them all……………. And I will……………. I believe I can……………. There is him……………. He is always there……………. Around me……………. In me …………….

Don’t want to go back to the office……………………

There are many problems…………………… The morning class is problem…………………… It is not at the beginning…………………… But now it is added the problem with the boss…………………… When the pupils publish it…………………… About me…………………… About my class…………………… About my assignment…………………… About my English assignment…………………… And then the afternoon class is also problem…………………… In the end the last class becomes victim…………………… Don’t want to teach…………………… Sorry lord…………………… I want to calm myself…………………… I need a quiet place…………………… I cant work at home…………………… The koreas disturb me…………………… I cant work at office…………………… They disturb me…………………… Maybe I can use mak room…………………… Lets try that…………………… Lets do that…………………… Will do that…………………… With god permission ……………………

Don’t want to go back to the office……………………

Don’t want to go back to the office…………………… There are many problems…………………… The morning class is problem…………………… It is not at the beginning…………………… But now it is added the problem with the boss…………………… When the pupils publish it…………………… About me…………………… About my class…………………… About my assignment…………………… About my English assignment…………………… And then the afternoon class is also problem…………………… In the end the last class becomes victim…………………… Don’t want to teach…………………… Sorry lord…………………… I want to calm myself…………………… I need a quiet place…………………… I cant work at home…………………… The koreas disturb me…………………… I cant work at office…………………… They disturb me…………………… Maybe I can use mak room…………………… Lets try that…………………… Lets do that…………………… Will do that…………………… With god permission ……………………

Now is confused…………………

Don’t want to go home………………… Because there is construction process………………… It must be noisy………………… It must be dusty………………… And there is her………………… God………………… Help………………… I cant stand it if there is her………………… Don’t know………………… I have tried………………… But I cant do it yet………………… Only you the one who can………………… Help me………………… Assist me …………………

Sleep at the movie…………………

Annoyed………………… The story is good………………… Blame myself………………… Very angry………………… Want not to be angry………………… But how………………… Don’t know the way………………… Give it to him………………… Alright………………… I give it all to you………………… Please accept it………………… Please solve it………………… Please help it………………… It is a sign………………… That my body needs to rest………………… But I force it to work all the time………………… Without resting………………… But that is because of the circumstances………………… Not because I want to do that………………… There are many jobs to do………………… To be done………………… To be solved………………… To be finished………………… And the jobs never stop ………………… It is coming and coming …………………

Not when they adore rainbow……………………..

Not when they are amazed by rainbow…………………….. Not when they reached rainbow…………………….. But when the rainbow smiles…………………….. Stand tall…………………….. Full of meanings…………………….. Color the sky…………………….. Touch the earth…………………….. That is when…………………….. The wings clap…………………….. The light blooms…………………….. The universe dance ……………………..

Morning class is error…………………….

The boss is error……………………. The afternoon class is error……………………. And then the reflection……………………. And then feel a lot of sin done……………………. A lot of mistake done……………………. Blame myself……………………. Getting depressed……………………. The cycles is on……………………. Today is weird……………………. They got distance……………………. It is fine……………………. I can do my jobs……………………. There are a lot……………………. So lets do this……………………. Being alone……………………. Being ignored……………………. Being alienated……………………. Just the two of us……………………. Me and you……………………. Yes you……………………. You are all I have …………………….

24 okt 17 selasa…………………….

Kampus……………………. Kelaspg eror……………………. Pjoko erir……………………. Kls siang eror……………………. Paragon……………………. Nonton foreigner……………………. Nonton geostorm……………………. Jemput amin……………………. Diner at pandawa……………………. Ngantar amin……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

23 okt `17 senen…………………….

Kampus……………………. Takziah at mbak win……………………. W pjoko bmei bika banggun psena……………………. Mampir psena……………………. Kampus……………………. Diner w psena banggun psinggih pafian……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

22 okt 17 minggu…………………….

Nyuci motor……………………. Makan……………………. Kampus……………………. Klinik……………………. Java nonton……………………. Pedurungan ambil tas……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

21 okt 17 sabtu…………………….

Dinus……………………. Sore dijemput ali……………………. Marina……………………. Simpanglima……………………. Diantar ali……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

20 okt 17 jumat…………………….

Kampus……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

19 okt 17 kamis…………………….

Kmps……………………. Mlm dijemput amin……………………. Ntn viavalen at upgris……………………. Ngantar ari……………………. Bakso……………………. Amin nginep……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

18 okt 17 rabu…………………….

Kmps……………………. Pulgsk……………………. Mlm at cl……………………. Family diner……………………. Ciprut ultah……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

17 okt 17 selasa…………………….

Wrg……………………. Kmps……………………. Wrg……………………. Alfmrt……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….

16 okt 17 senen ……………………

Kampus……………………. Allahuakbar…………………….