And that too...................

The reading................... The summarizing................... The understanding................... Will reach that level................... Accordingly................... One by one................... In time................... God doesnt like to be rushed................... Time and time again................... Is only in your mind................... It is burdening................... Coz you think it that way................... It is blessing................... If you think it that way................... So think it that way...................

The unseen...................

Disturbing for mind................... Afraid to lose it................... Give all to him................... He will take care................... Everything is safe................... And that thought................... It has been twice................... And want more................... With his help................... It will be done................... And there is tomorrow................... The plan in the morning................... And the plan after................... And that too................... Will be accomplished................... Beautifully...................

He goes places...................

To all provinces................... To all countries................... To all continents................... He has shows................... The food show................... The travelling show................... The fashion show................... He produces music................... He makes clips................... In all those places...................

The thought is always coming back to that...................

Very afraid................... Of the difficult proces................... Of the losing part................... Of the unable to move forward................... Have to have nazar................... The big one................... Let god know................... Should do it before................... Will do that................... The before thing................... And the after too................... Calling for it................... Fishing for it...................

Need to go to that place...................

Need to write again................... A lot of writing................... And i am here................... And do what i want................... Write what i want................... On my wandering thought................... Endless................... Limitless................... But it all comes to one................... To the source of everything................... The maker of universe................... Coz it have to................... Nothing else can happen...................

Scare me...................

Funny dream................... That place................... From a long time ago................... The freedom................... The sins................... Why does it come back................... Do i really want them................... Or is it sent by that creature................... That kind of thing................... That will bring you down................... To the dark place................... To the burning place................... Fire all over................... Scream all over................... Creeps...................

That place...................

Disturbing behavior................... This place................... Rest and fun area................... No work aura at all................... Have to do this job................... It is piling up................... More and more................... Again and again................... Do it one by one................... Believe in yourself................... Believe in him................... Everything will be handled................... Everything will be finished................... In time................... Dont rush it...................

Party again...................

And being exclude again................... Dont care................... They dont love me................... Dont care................... As long as he loves me................... Dearly................... Unconditionally................... Without reqirement................... Without predicament................... All of this................... Is blessed by him................... Is cared by him................... Is loved by him................... Everything will be ok................... You will find bliss................... Happiness................... All around you...................

Scary night...................

Cant predict................... Near or far................... It has been worse................... Hope it will be ok................... Just pray to the lord................... Loot after it carefully................... Love what you have................... And then................... He will give more................... There are plenty out there................... Dont have what you have................... Wish to have what you have................... Be grateful................... Be thankful................... And life will be bautiful................... Always...................

Special day...................

Fail to do fasting................... Fail to go to mosque................... Dont teach................... A lot of jobs................... Correction................... Thesis................... Study plan................... And have to do all that................... Accept all that................... Happilly................... The help will come................... The time will provide................... Read that book................... Then................... You will get more time ...................