Letter to god

First is stress of moving... very stress... want a way out... Then stressed of being rejected Then i think that this is god’s way to give me solution Then they confiscated the letter of family and the letter of marriage I thought they will process my divorce Then i receive the letter from her In some way i feel relieve I feel free I want her to be happy But i cannot make her happy I realize that But my fam dont know at all They are very stupid