Poitif: bodo, notmoving, s3

First i thought about taking her to my home town Now i plan to be alone in the mountain First i am really stressed about moving there Coz it makes me very afraid If i move there i must resign I dont have a job there I should manage business for my inlaw I feel inferior I feel like a slave I am scared of that First i want to have my postgrad Now i feel it is very difficult to make a proposal I feel something blocking my mind I accuse inlaw But that is not true The truth is i am lazy Now i should force myself to finish everything