the ladies are cooking in my place……………………………………

thx lord…………………………………… my place got famous…………………………………… there will be gathering later this night…………………………………… sending gratitude to him I guess…………………………………… along with the neighbors…………………………………… hoping I can join…………………………………… hoping the ceremony will run smoothly…………………………………… hoping I can get along with neighbors…………………………………… hoping I can talk nonsense…………………………………… hoping I am not nervous…………………………………… hoping I am not afraid…………………………………… hoping me being ordinary…………………………………… hoping the result will be extra ordinary…………………………………… hoping h likes this…………………………………… hoping he likes me…………………………………… hoping he accompanies me ……………………………………

she asks me to do translation again……………………………………

the boss she is…………………………………… cannot say no of course…………………………………… just doing it…………………………………… grudging inside at first…………………………………… but now I am enjoying it…………………………………… I force myself to enjoy everything come to my face…………………………………… including this…………………………………… having positive thoughts always…………………………………… and there will be positive things come to my way…………………………………… don’t expect things from her…………………………………… expects things from him…………………………………… asking this…………………………………… the study thang…………………………………… dear lord…………………………………… it is making me very sad…………………………………… I had failed many times…………………………………… and my friends got succeeded…………………………………… and it is making me jealous…………………………………… and I should not be jealous…………………………………… sending prays for them…………………………………… hoping their luck will get my way…………………………………… being afraid…………………………………… this age doesn’t stop…………………………………… worrying that I will be in the blacklist…………………………………… as of this kind of stupid reason ……………………………………

and all is well……………………………………

I take the service from campus…………………………………… my ex students…………………………………… many lecturers trust him…………………………………… I did trust him…………………………………… but something happen…………………………………… and I hate him…………………………………… and I remember having bad thoughts…………………………………… so it was my own mistake…………………………………… now I use him again…………………………………… and it is ok…………………………………… just buying a new charger…………………………………… that is all…………………………………… others are fine ……………………………………

lappy is error……………………………………

the chargr cannot connect…………………………………… making me stressed deeply…………………………………… in the name of tlord…………………………………… that thing…………………………………… being calm is required…………………………………… all is having its own reasonings…………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………… go to the service place tomorrow…………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………… and I should go to school…………………………………… to mark my students’ practice…………………………………… going to campus to do finger print…………………………………… going to matahari…………………………………… the service place…………………………………… just like old time…………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………… all will be fine ………………………………………………..

it takes a long time………………………………………………………

must be patient……………………………………………………… after this all will be smooth……………………………………………………… in the name of the lord……………………………………………………… I hope there will be no error in the future……………………………………………………… I hope all will be fine in the future……………………………………………………… I hope all is safe in the future……………………………………………………… I hope all will run smoothly in the future……………………………………………………… and that……………………………………………………… this acquaintances will last long……………………………………………………… this friendship will last lomg……………………………………………………… this connection will last long……………………………………………………… he loves this……………………………………………………… he will love me……………………………………………………… he will bless me……………………………………………………… he will help me……………………………………………………… he will guard me ………………………………………………………

27 agus 19 selasa………………………………………………………

kampus……………………………………………………… café……………………………………………………… wrg……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

26 agus 19 senen………………………………………………………

kampus……………………………………………………… pizza……………………………………………………… bowo……………………………………………………… kampus……………………………………………………… sk……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

25 agus 19 minggu………………………………………………………

with ciprut……………………………………………………… paguyupan fip……………………………………………………… banyumili……………………………………………………… dusun semilir……………………………………………………… bengkel……………………………………………………… pul……………………………………………………… café……………………………………………………… alfa……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

24 agus 19 sabtu………………………………………………………

java heni eror……………………………………………………… café……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

23 agus 19 jumat………………………………………………………

kampus……………………………………………………… pamlea……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

22 agus 19 kamis .............................

kampus……………………………………………………… atm……………………………………………………… sk……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

she gives me docs........................

i am confused........................ there are two........................ one is bad........................ that she wants to control mine........................ one is good........................ she wants to help me........................ in the name of lord........................ just think positively........................ thus we will be safe........................ thus our heart will be calm........................ thus we will happy........................ hence we will get close to him........................ hence he will not be angry to us........................ hence he will love us........................ hence he will bless us........................ just always be positive........................ just always have positive thoughts........................ just always spreading goodness........................ just always spreading love................................ just always spreading peace................................ just always love others ......................................

Note this.....................................

we have feeling.................................. you have feeling.................................. i have feeling.................................. all that is wortless comare to lord's will.................................. I think that is our biggest struggle in everything in this life..................................... in our feeling we have our ego and lust and personal desire.................................. many devilish powers instill our feeling.................................. we can have will.................................. we can have want.................................. we can have dream.................................. but dont force our dream to come true.................................. dont force him to make our dream come true.................................. he knows best.................................. we receive the best from him.................................. tho sometimes we dont understand.................................. there are many questions inside our head.................................. we will find answers if we are lucky.................................. just believe it.................................. his choice is the best choice.................................. there is no other that is better than him ..............................................

i didnt pass the exam..................

make me very sad.................. and i feel numb.................. i cant cry.................. tho i want to.................. i swear this make me depressed.................. lord help me please.................. make me not sad.................. make me sincere.................. make me happy.................. allow me to be happy.................. make me strong.................. allow me to be strong.................. give me another chance.................. allow me to pass.................. allow me to succeed.................. allow me to come to you .........................

must be very very good....................

thus evil cannot come close.................... hence sad cannot come close.................... and black will not come close too.................... thus we will be close to goodness only.................... thus we will be close to happiness only.................... happy in his blessing.................... happy with him.................... far away from misfortunate.................... far away from everything bad.................... be close to everything nice.................... the one that can make us smile.................... the one that can make us laugh.................... the one that can make us cry happily ..................... the one that can make us close to him ......................

that video things…………………………………

I am addicted to them lately………………………………… from night till morning………………………………… oh lord………………………………… help me please………………………………… make it stop………………………………… I am afraid I will lose my things………………………………… I am afraid I will be crazy………………………………… oh lord………………………………… help me please………………………………… make it stop………………………………… I am afraid you will be angry………………………………… as I cant meet you in the morning………………………………… this is scary …………………………………

me accounts…………………………………

I hope they will not block them………………………………… I hope everything will be safe………………………………… I hope nobody is being naughty………………………………… I hope nobody report me………………………………… I hope all is passing the screening………………………………… I hope all like my posts………………………………… I hope I can finish them all………………………………… I hope I can have the balance………………………………… to all of my accounts………………………………… I hope everything will have positive impacts………………………………… I hope he loves this………………………………… I hope he blesses this………………………………… I hope it makes me closer to him …………………………………

don’t expect worldly things…………………………………

you will be disappointed………………………………… expect after life………………………………… you will get that………………………………… you will be happy………………………………… you will get more………………………………… you will get more than you ask………………………………… in a positive way………………………………… you will get tremendously plentiful………………………………… just keep being positive………………………………… just keep being nice………………………………… just keep having positive thinking………………………………… just keep having positive attitude………………………………… just keep spreading the good………………………………… just keep spreading the love………………………………… and always be patient………………………………… keep asking Him………………………………… don’t ask to others………………………………… don’t have expectation to others………………………………… don’t have expectations to human………………………………… especially human………………………………… but keep being nice to human………………………………… must be nice ……………………………………………….

21 agus 19 rabu....................

bank.................... kampus.................... wrg w banjun bmei jamal.................... toko.................... kampus.................... allahuakbar....................

21 agus 19 rabu.................... bank.................... kampus.................... wrg w banjun bmei jamal.................... toko.................... kampus.................... allahuakbar....................

20 agus 19 selasa....................

.................... kampus.................... bhslps.................... allahuakbar....................

19 agus 19 senen....................

kampus.................... bhslps.................... allahuakbar....................

18 agus 19 minggu....................

cafe.................... alfa.................... allahuakbar....................

17 agus 19 sabtu....................

caf.................... alfa.................... allahuakbar....................

16 agus 19 jumat....................

kampus.................... mlm tirakatan.................... allahuakbar....................

15 agus 19 kamis ……………………………………………

15 agus 19 kamis.................... kampus.................... wrg w coworkers.................... mrk birthday.................... kampus.................... pamela.................... allahuakbar....................

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