including this

 

she answer

thx god

there is some relieve in the heart

the soul is no longer in torture

but then again

it took so long

it is ok tho

i cant be negative

i must force myself to be positive

she has many works

many of them

abundance of them

loads and loads

and i am nothing

not number one

second or third

i am in the back of the line

but it is as it is

all has time

including this

as he knows better

why it is to be now

why it is not before