Tuesday, July 26, 2016
26 juli 16 selasa
Ikip
Toko sejahtera
Toko stasioneri 1
Stasioneri 2
Stasioneri 1
Kampus
Stasioneri 1
Matahri
Toko tas bubakan
Toko tas multi cipta
Kampus
Allhuakbar
24 juli 16 minggu
Ktp
In this whole mess, what i am afraid about is my identity card. In the first mariage, i didnt process my identity card, so it wwas still single, and it was still in pedurungan.
But in this mariage, i process my identity card. So it changed into married, and it changed into sampangan address.
Now i have to change it again into single and into pedurungan again. But i hate the process. i dont know rt rw kelurahan kecamatan sampangan.
Just let it flow.
But i need my identity card to process my s3, if i pass the whole sekection....
God help me pls....
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
18 juli 16 senen
9 juli 16 sabtu
5 juli 16 selasa
4 juli 16 senen
The djinn inside is getting stronger.
.... i get angry easily when i watch islamic movie. I think the character is too strict and it is annoyed me
I also get angry when the group discusses about islamic themes. When they defend a man who is framed being agent of terror... well actually i know nothing about him and the diacussion enlightens me.... but something inside gets burnt and it irritates me beyond calmness
The djinn inside is getting stronger.
The djinn inside is getting stronger..... i get angry easily when i watch islamic movie. I think the character is too strict and it is annoyed me
I also get angry when the group discusses about islamic themes. When they defend a man who is framed being agent of terror... well actually i know nothing about him and the diacussion enlightens me.... but something inside gets burnt and it irritates me beyond calmness
Putu vs me blaming me
When u ask the divorce, i dont tell anyone. I just tell dian. And she tells the whole family. The fam blames u. But not me. I never blame u. The blame is on me. It is me who done u wrong.
Believe me. It never occurs to me to blame u for what happen in our life. All the blame is on me. I do many mistakes. I do many really shitty things. And u r the most patient woman i ever met. U will get the best. Lord will replace me with someone much more better than me. Wayyyyyy more better.
And i will always pray for u. That u will get all the happiness in the whole world and more.
I am sorry that my fam blame u. I am sorry i dont defend u in front of my fam. It is me and it will always me. U will be much be happier away from me.
I am sorry for the past too. I am just clueless. And i am very selfish. I know i dont know how to make u happy. And i dont have the effort to learn to make u happy. I just make myself happy. Not u. What kind of shitty person i am. And u know that. And u take me for what i am. And i know ur patient has limit. And i push u so hard to the limit. The blame is on me. U did no wrong at all. U event never get angry with me. At all.
Mom n fam
After talking with dian... now i just realize what kind of shitty shit i had. The posion i take from my fam. My whole life, my fam poison me to had my pa till the day he died. Him and his whole fam. And now it is too late. He died. But his fam is still alive. I will make amend to them. Insyallah. With Ur blessing.
And fam also teach me to believe in clever people... in all problem, they always go to the clever people. Is it right?
I know it is wrong. That is why i want to stay away from them. I want U to be always with me. Coz now i have nobody. U take sutiyah away from me.
And it is closer the big day. And i dont want to come home. Will u send her to me in the big day. I just dont want to be alone.
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