The screen....................

That story.................... Dont know.................... It makes me furious.................... Something wrong.................... Is it the movie.................... Or is it the news before.................... Everything is connected.................... Nothing is separated.................... There is you.................... Who knows all.................... There is me.................... Who know nothing.................... dankkkkk....................

let it go.........................

surrender......................... maybe there will come......................... a lot of goodness......................... if i stay there......................... i must believe that......................... because he knows......................... the almighty......................... everything......................... is in his hand......................... all plans......................... have been arranged by him......................... perfectly......................... that will happen......................... believe it.........................

Two things....................

Trigger this.................... The money spent decrease.................... And the god’s love.................... The most important is.................... The god’s love.................... Nothing more important than that.................... I want that.................... A lot.................... You dont know how much i want that.................... And then.................... That news.................... Need a lot of fund.................... And then the devil says no.................... It is money....................

Two things....................

Two things.................... Trigger this.................... The money spent decrease.................... And the god’s love.................... The most important is.................... The god’s love.................... Nothing more important than that.................... I want that.................... A lot.................... You dont know how much i want that.................... And then.................... That news.................... Need a lot of fund.................... And then the devil says no.................... It is money....................

26 feb 17 minggu....................

Pdrgn.................... Masjohan.................... Wrg.................... Allahuakbar....................

25 feb 17 sabtu....................

Kos.................... Kampus.................... Indmrt.................... Wrg.................... Omhbr.................... Mlm k pdrgn w ciprut.................... Allahuakbar....................

24 feb 17 jumat....................

Wrg.................... Kampus mpe mlm bgt.................... Wrg.................... Allahuakbar....................

23 feb 17 kamis....................

Wrg.................... Kampus.................... Cimb.................... Kampus mpe mlm.................... Pulsa.................... Sgkcg.................... Allahuakbar....................

22 feb 17 rabu....................

Kampus.................... Kos.................... Omhbr.................... Allahuakbar....................

21 feb 17 selasa....................

Wrg.................... Kampus mpe mlm.................... Allahuakbar....................

20 feb 17 senen....................

Kawanen.................... Kampus mpe sore.................... Bengkel ngantar ciprut.................... Diner at wrg.................... Allahuakbar....................

19 feb 17 minggu....................

Pedrgn nunut net.................... Allahuakbar....................

18 feb 17 sabtu....................

Indmrt.................... Pom.................... Pedurungan.................... Indmrt.................... Mlm diner w ciprut.................... Sgkcg.................... Allahuakbar....................

17 feb 17 jumat.........................

Kampus.................... Kos.................... Omah.................... Allahuakbar....................

God......................

I ask for your permission...................... I apply this program...................... I hope you bless me...................... I want this...................... I hope i deserve it...................... I have worked so hard to be worthy before you...................... If my efforts are lacking...................... Please tell me...................... I will do everything...................... All of them...................... As best as i could...................... I really love you...................... You are the only one...................... My place...................... To ask for everything......................

The scenery......................

Is wonderful...................... Oh my god...................... Want it...................... Want more...................... Want this to be mine...................... Only...................... Being selfish...................... Dont want other to...................... Enjoy this thing...................... I want it for myself...................... I think i deserve it...................... I had worked so hard...................... For this...................... May god bless this......................

God......................

Money...................... Mom...................... New home...................... Scary...................... He places things...................... In places of need...................... In times of perfection...................... When i desperately need money...................... The money come out of the blue...................... Then i think...................... About me being afraid...................... Moving to new house...................... Maybe he has plan...................... That it will be ok...................... It will be allright...................... Everything will be fine...................... Coz he will look after me...................... Like this time...................... Like all of the time......................

I come early......................

And they do too...................... And i am confused...................... I dont know what to talk about...................... And i am very sleepy...................... What the hell...................... Oh my god...................... This is scary...................... Very sleepy...................... A lot...................... Very much...................... God help me......................

The first class is full......................

The second class is empty...................... ...................... Feel strange...................... Hope it is ok...................... And the list is absurd...................... Why did he give me the wrong list...................... I am lazy to go back there...................... I should not be lazy...................... This is my job...................... Enjoy going there...................... Enjoy the mistake...................... Everything happens for a reason...................... And the reasons are all good...................... Coz it is planned by the one......................

Job1 vs job2......................

I left job1...................... I choose job2...................... Hope me leaving is not a problem...................... The people in there are...................... Important people...................... I am afraid...................... I should not be afraid of them...................... I should be afraid of god...................... Hope god know why i choose this...................... I think this is more important...................... Than that one...................... I hope i dont make mistake......................

Sorry......................

Can the word solve all...................... Unfairness...................... Injustice...................... Unbalance...................... Many victims...................... Do they deserve...................... Being the victime...................... What did they do...................... Is there lord...................... Who see us all...................... But let it happen...................... Nothing to do...................... No interference whatsoever......................

God i want to go home......................

I dont know what is home...................... I dont know where is home...................... But i want to go home...................... Take me home please...................... I feel like floating...................... Like ghost...................... Transparent...................... Went go through the wall...................... Show me home...................... Then i will go there...................... I feel nowhere...................... Empty heart......................

Sorry......................

Sorry...................... Can the word solve all...................... Unfairness...................... Injustice...................... Unbalance...................... Many victims...................... Do they deserve...................... Being the victime...................... What did they do...................... Is there lord...................... Who see us all...................... But let it happen...................... Nothing to do...................... No interference whatsoever......................

16 feb 17 kamis.........................

Kampus......................... Kos......................... Omhbr......................... Allahuakbar.........................

15 feb 17 rabu.........................

Tilik toyib w ciprut at rs ketileng......................... Lunch at wrg......................... Jahit tas......................... Omhabaru......................... Pulkos......................... Omahbaru......................... Mlm diner at wrg......................... Omhbr......................... Nginp......................... Allahuakbar.........................

14 feb 17 selasa.........................

Kampus......................... Pul kos......................... Omah baru......................... Nginep......................... Allahuakbar.........................

13 feb 17 senen.........................

Kampus......................... Nyuci motor......................... Omahbaru......................... Allahuakbar.........................

12 feb 17 minggu.........................

Pg k gayam by gojek......................... Dijemput p sunan......................... Arisan kantor at fountain ungaran......................... Pul brg p sunan turun gayam......................... K kos by gojek......................... Mlm kfc......................... Allahuakbar.........................

Memory.......................

Best friend....................... The face of the famous person....................... Dear old friend....................... Dear reality....................... You got mixed....................... The eyes....................... The face....................... The look....................... Damn....................... It hurts....................... Want him back....................... Just like old times....................... We are together....................... All the time.......................

The heart wants what the heart wants.......................

I dont know what to do....................... When heart are collapsing....................... Like this....................... Chaos....................... My head is stucked....................... God help me ....................... I want to be happy....................... Make this stressed disappear....................... Bring me smile....................... Laugh....................... Joke....................... And all that kind.......................

11 feb 17 sabtu.........................

Kampus......................... Pulgas......................... Sore k maya......................... Indmrt......................... Wrg......................... Allahuakbar.........................

10 feb 17 jumat.........................

Kampus......................... Pulgasik......................... Diare......................... Mlm aan ke kos......................... Diner at gelato......................... At baskoro......................... At klinik......................... Diantar aan......................... Allahuakbar.........................

9 feb 17 kamis.........................

Burjo......................... Kampus......................... Apotek......................... Pulkos......................... Bengkel......................... Wrg......................... Omahbaru......................... Nginep......................... Allahuakbar.........................

8 feb 17 rabu.........................

Kampus......................... Allahuakbar.........................

7 feb 17 selasa.........................

Kampus ......................... Burjo......................... Allahuakbar.........................

Accident in the morning........................

Nake you illfeel........................ Give you bad mood........................ Hope it is not the sign........................ That tells........................ That everything gonna be bad........................ Change the brain........................ Everything will be ok........................ Nothing cant stop that........................ The second sign........................ Error lap........................ Give stressed head........................ Oh lord........................

I change the room........................

And it works........................ What does it mean........................ Should i be back here........................ I dont think so........................ I should mingle........................ On both sides........................ Here and there........................ That would be nice........................ I can get a lot of friends........................ That is what i want........................ Hope i can do that........................ I will do that........................

Make yourself special...........................

Then everybody will want you........................... Prove to yourself........................... That you can do great things........................... Prove to god........................... That you can manage complicated things........................... Prove to others........................... That you can conquer the world........................... Then they will come........................... Then you will be needed........................... Then you are expected........................... To be everywhere ...........................

Networking...........................

Everybody knows everybody........................... Everybody needs everybody........................... Up to now........................... I always think that........................... I dont need everybody........................... I can manage my own........................... By myself........................... But the truth is........................... Nobody can do that........................... Whether you acknowledge it or not........................... You do need somebody........................... Either for small case........................... Or the big one........................... Change your mind........................... Be kind to others........................... Then you will be fine...........................

Sell yourself high..............................

They do.............................. They can.............................. And they succeed.............................. I will do.............................. I will be able to.............................. I will succeed.............................. Just act positively.............................. From your heart.............................. The waves will spread.............................. All around you.............................. Then you get the happy aura..............................

The hearing..............................

The cant sell.............................. I feel happy.............................. Maybe.............................. God listens to me.............................. I dont want them to sell it.............................. I want to buy it.............................. But i dont have it.............................. Maybe.............................. If i get accepted.............................. Then i will have it.............................. Then i will buy it.............................. Then i will own it......... ................................................... So strangers cant have it.............................. The memories.............................. The sad ones.............................. The happy ones.............................. They just dont understand..............................

Big bosses..............................

Do their things.............................. To protect the firm.............................. The boat.............................. To get floating.............................. The little people.............................. Questioning.............................. Not understanding.............................. Blaming.............................. Hope the high rank can delivers the message.............................. Hope the low rank can understand the message.............................. Everything is for the good.............................. Misunderstanding is eveil..............................

Then it hurts..............................

Hits you so hard.............................. The nerves on your brain.............................. And you just remember.............................. The old days.............................. Memories.............................. It tears you.............................. Your guts.............................. Inside out.............................. Upside down.............................. You just sit there.............................. Cry.............................. Tears flowing everywhere..............................

6 feb 17 senen.........................

Kampus......................... Pul gasik......................... Mlm wrg......................... Allahuakbar.........................

5 feb 17 minggu.........................

Pedurungan nunut net......................... Allahuakbar.........................

4 feb 17 sabtu.........................

Kampus......................... Pelatihan jurnal at grasia w mei n fajar......................... Mpe sore......................... Allahuakbar.........................

3 feb 17 jumat.........................

Kampus......................... Pul gasik......................... Msh sakit......................... Allahuakbar.........................

2 feb 17 kamis.........................

Kampus......................... Klinik......................... Pul gasik......................... Tepar mencret......................... Allahuakbar.........................

1 feb 17 rabu.........................

Pul kos......................... Kampus......................... Tilik josua at pantiwiloso w dewi dkk......................... Pestakebun w rempong......................... Kampus......................... Allahuakbar.........................

Funnottastic...................

The wish is................... That i can meet him easily................... So that................... I can discuss with him................... To finish our job fast................... But it is difficult to meet him................... And he rarely answer my text................... And i just realize that i dont answer his phone................... Is it a payback................... Is he that low................... The wish is that he teaches me how to run................... So i can run and finish fast................... The reality is he doesnt teach me................... And he doesnt finish it................... By himself................... Lord help me................... The memory is................... He teaches me................... Part of it................... So maybe there is reason why doesnt he teach me the whole part...................

Should i pay...................

Is it for public................... Why they dont announce it................... Is it program from the study program................... From faculty? ................... From campus? ................... Why dont they pay................... Had they paid but the money is stolen................... Sorry for the negative thought................... Lord help me................... I feel something fishy................... Help me to correct it ...................

Sick for the week..................

Cant swim.................. Feel more unhealthy.................. Then blame her.................. Because she is here.................. I get stressed.................. And i get sick.................. But they say.................. When god gives you sickness.................. It means he loves you.................. It means he will lift you up.................. You will get promotion.................. For your soul.................. To be mature.................. To think differently from now.................. Not childish anymore.................. Hope that is true..................