Distracted though…………………..t

Is so damn hot………………….. I cant concentrate………………….. My mind is on it………………….. Constantly………………….. Damn………………….. I read a sentence………………….. And goes to it………………….. I read a phrase………………….. And goes to it………………….. I read a word………………….. And goes to it………………….. Say it………………….. Out loud………………….. In your head………………….. Ask him for help………………….. That you will be able to concentrate………………….. Fully………………….. And finish all these …………………..

…………………..Mom…………………..

Got irritated again………………….. Buying a lot of plates………………….. Not my taste………………….. But I should not………………….. Coz it has a positive impact………………….. On mu fund………………….. It saves a lot………………….. Thus………………….. I should ne grateful………………….. Then again………………….. She ruins my room………………….. I cant enjoy my time………………….. In there………………….. By myself………………….. Got a lot of distraction………………….. The opened window………………….. The labourers………………….. The sound of construction………………….. Then again………………….. Maybe it is time for me…………………..………………….. To get out………………….. To be in this place………………….. And study………………….. And be happy………………….. Thus be grateful………………….. Is a very appropriate thing to do …………………..

28 mar 18 rabu ……………………….

Kampus ………………………. indosat ………………………. Indmrt ………………………. Wrg ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

27 mar 18 selasa ……………………….

Kampus ………………………. Pul ………………………. Ped ………………………. Net ………………………. Ngaji ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

26 mar 18 senen ……………………….

Wrg ………………………. Kampus ………………………. Kencan eror ………………………. Wrg ………………………. Nyucimotor ………………………. Dpmall ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

25 mar 18 ming ……………………….

Atm ………………………. Nyuci motor eror ………………………. Ped nunut net ………………………. Gocar ………………………. With dian ………………………. Cimall ………………………. Beli temper glass ………………………. Nonton ………………………. Makan ………………………. Gocar ………………………. Ped ambil motor ………………………. Indmrt ………………………. Wrg ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

24 mar 18 sabtu ……………………….

Seharian d rmh ………………………. Mlm rapat rt ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

23 mar 18 jumat ……………………….

Kampus ………………………. Cimb ………………………. Pul ………………………. Ped ………………………. Ngaji ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

22 mar 18 kamis ……………………….

Kampus ………………………. Allahuakbra ……………………….

21 mar 18 rabu ……………………….

Kampus ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

20 mar 18 selasa ……………………….

Kampus ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

19 mar 18 senen ……………………….

…………………… .................... Kampus ………………………. Allahuakbar ……………………….

18 maret 18 minggu …………………………..

pedurungan ………………………. superdindo ………………………. potong ………………………. allahuakbar ……………………….

My cell is broken……………….

Last nite………………. Cried………………. Melted………………. Tried with others but it didnt work………………. At campus too………………. Stressed………………. Don’t be………………. Just relax………………. Take it easy………………. Be grateful………………. There must be something………………. Behind all this………………. Then again………………. Maybe it is time………………. To change the cell………………. Or maybe………………. It must be the time………………. That part of my money………………. Goes that way………………. The way it is is………………. It just like is a premonition………………. Some kind of warning………………. From him………………. Telling that it will break completely………………. And now is just a warning………………. To give me time………………. To find others………………. To replace it………………. Believe it that way ……………….

Shocked……………….

Happy………………. Afraid………………. All in one………………. Shocked suddenly get the text from him………………. Afraid because he is in my circle………………. If he gets mad………………. He can leak the secret………………. If he did that………………. All is ruined………………. Happy coz that person is still young………………. Love the young………………. Still strong………………. Healthy………………. Delish………………. Candy to the eye………………. To be felt………………. Hoping………………. Can get that………………. Conquer that………………. Remember………………. The past………………. Had it once………………. But gone………………. Is it the same………………. If it is different………………. Want both………………. Seeeeeee………………. Naughty………………. That is why………………. God never helps you………………. Coz you are never satisfied………………. Never enough………………. Always want more………………. And more………………. That is bad………………. I should change………………. I must change………………. I will change………………. Let him bless me ……………….

17 maret 18 sabtu…………………………..

Dianter ciprut………………………….. Klinik………………………….. Sarapan………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………..

16 maret 18 jumat…………………………..

Kampus………………………….. Tepar………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………..

15 maret 18 kamis…………………………..

Kampus………………………….. Tepar………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………..

14 maret 18 rabu…………………………..

Kampus………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………..

13 maret 18 selasa…………………………..

Kampus………………………….. Pul………………………….. Afamart………………………….. Ped………………………….. Net………………………….. Ngaji………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………..

12 mar 18 senen …………………………….

Wrg………………………….. Kampus………………………….. Allahuakbar…………………………..

11 mar 18 minggu…………………………….

Pedurungan……………………………. Pom……………………………. Nyuci motor eror……………………………. Klinik eror……………………………. Dpmall……………………………. Nonton……………………………. Café……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

10 mar 18 sabtu…………………………….

Penjahit……………………………. Pedurungan……………………………. Klinik eror……………………………. Dpmall nonton……………………………. Wrg……………………………. Klinik……………………………. Aopotek……………………………. Pulsa……………………………. Alfmrt……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

9 mar 18 jumat…………………………….

Dinus……………………………. Kampus……………………………. Pul……………………………. Pedurungan……………………………. Ngaji eror……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

8 mar 18 kamis…………………………….

Kampus……………………………. Bri w asep……………………………. Kampus……………………………. Mlm w ciprut n mom……………………………. K ped jemput dian n hendra……………………………. K java……………………………. K cl beli hp……………………………. Nasi ayam……………………………. Ped nganter hendra n dian……………………………. Alfmrt eror……………………………. Indmrt……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

7 mar 18 rabu…………………………….

Kampus……………………………. Pedurungan……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

6 mrt 18 selasa…………………………….

Wrg……………………………. Kampus……………………………. Cimb……………………………. Kampus……………………………. Dapuremak meet satrio……………………………. Pom……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

5 mrt 18 senen…………………………….

Kampus……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

4 mrt 18 minggu ………………….

Pedurungan nunut net……………………………. Pijet……………………………. Dpmall……………………………. Nonton……………………………. Café……………………………. Baskoro……………………………. Alfmrt……………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………….

God………………….

I don’t want to ask…………………. I am afraid to ask…………………. I surrender…………………. To you…………………. I want to go to thai…………………. But many say no…………………. Ni ma ca…………………. Kam far…………………. I am worried…………………. I am over the hill…………………. If I go with what they say…………………. Choose what they choose…………………. And then got rejected…………………. Then I will have no more chance…………………. If I go with what I choose…………………. And got accepted…………………. I will be looked down…………………. And if I got rejected…………………. They will be happy…………………. As it is what they want…………………. Think positive…………………. Apply what they want…………………. Be confident to yourself…………………. To lord…………………. If it means for me…………………. I will go there…………………. Of apply for both…………………. Take whichever…………………. That accept me ………………….

It was a lot………………….

The tire…………………. The chain…………………. The sparking plug…………………. The brake…………………. The rubber…………………. I am afraid I am being cheated…………………. But don’t be afraid…………………. Think positive…………………. They don’t cheat…………………. It is the time to change really…………………. If I don’t change it now, it will brake later…………………. In the street…………………. When I use it…………………. It will be worse…………………. So…………………. Be grateful…………………. To them…………………. To lord ………………….

The plan is………………….

That when I am in motorcycle workshop…………………. I will study…………………. While I listen to the music…………………. But…………………. The reality was…………………. There is a hindrance…………………. There is a movie…………………. And I chose the movie…………………. God…………………. Help me…………………. It is difficult for me to study…………………. When I am at home I promise myself to study at the office…………………. When I am at the office I promise myself to study at home…………………. And I didn’t do both…………………. There are so much going on…………………. In campus…………………. In office…………………. At home ………………….

3 mrt 18 sabtu………………….

Siang k resepsi bulik nur…………………. Alfmrt…………………. Allahuakbar………………….

2 mrt 18 jmt………………….

…………………. Bengkel…………………. Kampus…………………. Allahuakbar………………….

1 maret 18 kamis………………….

Kampus…………………. Mlm indmrt…………………. Allahuakbar………………….

28 feb 18 rabu………………….

Kampus…………………. Pul gasik…………………. Ped nunut net…………………. Wrg…………………. Sore pulsa…………………. Poto servis…………………. Ped nunut net…………………. Allahuakbar………………….

27 feb 18 selasa………………….

Kampus…………………. Pul…………………. Tawang ambil motor…………………. Eror…………………. Dijemput dian…………………. Lunch at tekodeko…………………. Alfmrt…………………. Mlm gomassage…………………. Allahuakbar………………….

26 feb 18 senen ………………………..

Kos terakhir…………………. Gocar…………………. Bandara…………………. Jkt transit…………………. Smg…………………. Dijemput ciprut…………………. Afmd…………………. Ss…………………. Pom…………………. Pul…………………. Allahuakbar………………….