30 mei 18 rabu…………………………………

Kamps………………………………… Wrg………………………………… Bhslps………………………………… Mlm trwh………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

29 mei 18 selasa…………………………………

Seharian tidur………………………………… Sore wrg………………………………… Bhsl ps………………………………… Mlm trwh………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

28 mei 18 senen…………………………………

Kms………………………………… Sk………………………………… Bhsl ps………………………………… Mlm trwh………………………………… Alfmrt………………………………… Tetangga………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

27 mei 18 minggu…………………………………

Nizar pul………………………………… Sore ped nunut net………………………………… Bukber with fam………………………………… At dapur emak………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

26 mei 18 sabtu…………………………………

Pg ped………………………………… Ngaji………………………………… Net………………………………… Sore dijemput nizar………………………………… Klinik………………………………… Apotek………………………………… Transmart………………………………… Ngempon………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

25 mei 18 jumat…………………………………

Kmps………………………………… Pulgsk………………………………… Bhslps………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

24 mei 18 kamis…………………………………

Kmps………………………………… Café………………………………… Wrg………………………………… Pul………………………………… Trwh………………………………… Wrg………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

23 mei 18 rabu…………………………………

Kmps………………………………… Wrg………………………………… Bhslps………………………………… Mlm trwh………………………………… Alfmt………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

22 mei 18 selasa…………………………………

Kampus………………………………… Sk………………………………… Bhslps………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

21 mei 18 senen …………………

Kampus………………………………… Pulgasik………………………………… Ggltrwh………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………

Just realize…………………

Make a fatal mistake………………… While it already spreads………………… To five countries………………… To a lot of lecturers………………… I am dead………………… God………………… Help me………………… I hope it will not have negative effects………………… I hope one of it can pass through …………………

See atm……………………

Shocked…………………… While I still have a lot of debt…………………… Afraid…………………… How will my life be…………………… God…………………… Help me…………………… Come to my life please…………………… My days…………………… Yesterday I already sacrificed one program…………………… Now what else should I sacrifice…………………… Don’t be like this…………………… God…………………… I am scared ……………………

Will have…………………

Hot bod………………… Being number one model………………… Have a boarding house business………………… Doing the doctoral program till the end………………… Marrying royal family………………… Damn………………… Too much………………… The want………………… The desire………………… Hope it will not ruin me………………… Ho[e it will make me closer to you …………………

Doing bad things…………………..

Run away………………….. On diesnat day………………….. Feeling not good………………….. Why………………….. Afraid of the boss………………….. Don’t be………………….. Afraid of him………………….. Will take everything boss give………………….. Anything………………….. All………………….. Ignore the fear………………….. Only god knows …………………..

20 mei 18 minggu…………………

Nizar pul………………… Dijemput bmei pbroto………………… Jemput pyoto………………… Karanganyar………………… Takziyah mertua pyitno………………… Pul………………… Mlm taraweh………………… Sk………………… Allahuakbar…………………

19 mei 18 sabtu…………………

Pg k ped………………… Ngaji………………… Sore nizar k rmh………………… Majt………………… Citraland………………… Ichibansushi………………… Dpmall………………… Nonton………………… Nizar nginep………………… Allahuakbar…………………

18 mei 18 jumat…………………

Kampus………………… Took………………… Ipah………………… Allahuakbar…………………

17 mei 18 kamis…………………

Seharian d rmh………………… Sore ped………………… Ngenet………………… Wrg………………… Bhslps………………… Masjidpanut………………… Sk………………… Allahuakbar…………………

16 mei 18 rabu…………………

Kampus………………… Mlm tarwih………………… Allahuakbar…………………

15 mei 18 selasa…………………

Kampus………………… Melarikandiri………………… Pulsa………………… Pul………………… Treadmill………………… Laptop………………… Tdr………………… Alfmrt………………… Ped………………… Ngaji………………… Allahuakbar…………………

14 mei 18 senen…………………

Kampus………………… Wrg………………… Bhslps………………… Allahuakbar…………………

13 mei 18 minggu…………………

Pedurungan………………… Indmrt………………… Dpmall………………… Gagalps………………… Ada………………… Kado eror………………… Pom………………… Pul………………… Rstlogorejo………………… Tilihk widya………………… Wrg………………… Allahuakbar…………………

12 mei 18 sabtu…………………

Seharian d rumah………………… Mlm p broto k rumah………………… Allahuakbar…………………

11 mei 18 jumat ……………………………

Kampus………………… Otw cilacap………………… W pcatur pkis pjoko pyusuf pyitno pfajar………………… Maksi at wonosobo………………… Layat ibunda psunan………………… Diner at purbalingga………………… Kampus ambil motor………………… Allahuakbar …………………

If the seniors wont retreat…………………….

So what will be the juniors be……………………. They still want to have the power……………………. Sorry think negatively……………………. But it seems that way from here……………………. It should be that when they reach certain point……………………. The retirement point……………………. Certain age……………………. They retreat with their own consideration……………………. Give the chance to these juniors……………………. To step up……………………. Show ourselves……………………. That juniors also have the capability to hold certain position……………………. We also have the power……………………. The wise……………………. Our maturity……………………. If they think we are not able to do that……………………. They can have agreement with us……………………. That although they are retired……………………. They still have the power to monitor from afar……………………. And they have the right to intervene……………………. If the situation got worse……………………. Where the juniors endanger this big house …………………….

She is on her doctoral process…………………….

Deg……………………. Got jealous……………………. Feeling left behind……………………. Cant be like that……………………. All has its own way……………………. Its own fortune……………………. Its own time……………………. Including me and her……………………. We have different ways……………………. Different fortune……………………. Different times……………………. But still……………………. There is jealousy……………………. Hurt……………………. Feeling left behind……………………. God……………………. Give me patient……………………. And strength……………………. To catch up her……………………. Maybe it is his way……………………. To boost me……………………. Because……………………. I feel I am reckless……………………. Lately……………………. Lazy …………………….

Don’t think negatively…………………….

Think positively……………………. I will get the interview call……………………. Will pass it……………………. The process of leaving will run smoothly……………………. Get there safely……………………. Will study with no obstacles……………………. Graduate fast……………………. Then……………………. Got confused……………………. Should I go home……………………. Should I stay there……………………. The dream is staying there……………………. Find a partner……………………. Live happily ever after……………………. But……………………. Will take whatever he gives me……………………. Coz……………………. What I think good……………………. Is not necessarily good for me……………………. What I think bad……………………. Is not necessarily bad for me …………………….

The baby news…………………….

Amazed……………………. They can……………………. I can too……………………. I will too……………………. Someday……………………. Not now……………………. It is still far away……………………. In my mind i have other things……………………. The ones I consider more important……………………. I hope he agrees with me……………………. And bless me……………………. So my plans will run smoothly …………………….

10 mei 18 kamis……………………………

Seharian d rmh…………………………… Mlm k bdwi…………………………… Alfmrt…………………………… Bdwi…………………………… Unner…………………………… Nonton konser Sheila…………………………… W dwi ikha hana imus yusuf udin garda anisa bmei kfia…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

9 mei 18 rabu……………………………

Kampus…………………………… Bni…………………………… Kampus…………………………… Bhsl ps…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

8 mei 18 selasa……………………………

Kampus…………………………… Bakso w rempong…………………………… Bni eror…………………………… Pul…………………………… Cucian…………………………… Lemari…………………………… Treadmill…………………………… Bakar…………………………… Indmrt…………………………… Ped…………………………… Ngaji…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

7 mei 18 senen……………………………

Kampus…………………………… Pul…………………………… Pijet…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

6 mei 18 minggu……………………………

Sarapan w nizar…………………………… At soto wolter………………………………………………………… Nizar pul…………………………… Paguyuban w ciprut…………………………… Indmrt…………………………… Dpmall…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

5 mei 18 sabtu……………………………

Kondangan tonggo…………………………… With ciprut…………………………… At gedung wanita…………………………… Nizar k rumah…………………………… Paragon jco…………………………… Semarang noght carnval…………………………… Sk…………………………… Nizar ninep…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

4 mei 18 jumat……………………………

Atm…………………………… Kampus…………………………… Pedurungan…………………………… Ngaji…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

3 mei 18 kamis ………………………..

Kampus…………………………… Pak lilik…………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………

2 mei 18 rabu ………………………..

Bolos ……………………….. Nyuci motor ……………………….. Dpmall ……………………….. Bhsl ps ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

1 mei 18 selasa ………………………..

Bengkel ……………………….. Dpmall ……………………….. Bengkel ……………………….. Indmrt ……………………….. Wrg ……………………….. Pedurungan ……………………….. Ngaji ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

30 apr 18 senen ………………………..

Kampus ……………………….. Potong ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

29 apr 18 ming ………………………..

Air ……………………….. Pom ……………………….. Dpmall ……………………….. Cafeatm ……………………….. Lombok ijo w dian n ika ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

28 apr 18 sabtu ………………………..

Nizar k kos ……………………….. Dpmall ……………………….. Atm ……………………….. Bioskop ……………………….. Lunch at jade ……………………….. Maxxx ……………………….. Pul ……………………….. Dpmall ……………………….. Nonton ……………………….. Diner sk ……………………….. Nizar nginep ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

27 apr 18 jumat ………………………..

Kampus ……………………….. Pul ……………………….. Ped ngaji ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

26 apr 18 kamis ………………………..

Kampus ……………………….. Cimb ……………………….. Klinik ……………………….. Apotek ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

25 apr 18 rabu ………………….

Kampus ……………………….. Indmrt ……………………….. Dinus ……………………….. Allahuakbar ………………………..

More is a test……………………

Don’t only be grateful…………………… Only pray…………………… When you are in fear…………………… When you are poor…………………… When you don’t have money…………………… You should pray also…………………… When you are rich…………………… When you have a lot of money…………………… Coz money can lure you…………………… Pray hard…………………… So you are protected…………………… From all bad things…………………… So…………………… You can use all your money for good things ……………………

Money……………………

Very afraid…………………… God…………………… Help me…………………… A lot of burden…………………… School him…………………… But…………………… How come it is like this…………………… I run out of money…………………… I am wasteful…………………… Oh my god…………………… Help me ……………………

Step on my cell………………………

Angry to self……………………… Annoyed to self……………………… Always reckless……………………… Afraid……………………… If it is broken……………………… It is new……………………… And expensive……………………… If it is broken, then I should buy a new one……………………… Whereas I don’t have money……………………… Is it punishment……………………… For loving the cell more……………………… Than loving him……………………… Is it punishment……………………… Coz I use it for bad things……………………… Naughty things……………………… Sorry lord……………………… Forgive me lord ………………………