They are bad people ………………………….

All this time they are being held down …………………………. They cant move freely …………………………. There are laws …………………………. But they have cunning ways …………………………. They think they are above laws …………………………. They are above laws makers …………………………. They make new laws …………………………. that make them act freely …………………………. wander all over the land and beyond …………………………. conducting bad things …………………………. they are dee group of bastards …………………………. they make laws …………………………. thus they can conduct anything they want without being punished …………………………. what will happen to nation …………………………. is all stupid …………………………. or pretending to be stupid …………………………. pretending not to know …………………………. don’t care …………………………. what will happen to country …………………………. the innocent people …………………………. who will defend them …………………………. hope god protect innocent people …………………………. hope god punish bad people ………………………….

28 juni 18 kamis……………………..

Kawanen…………………….. Kampus…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

27 juni 18 rabu……………………..

Ped net…………………….. Nyucimotor…………………….. Mlm ped ngaji…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

26 juni 18 selasa……………………..

Kampus…………………….. Pijet…………………….. Klinik…………………….. Apotek…………………….. Pomnunutsolat…………………….. Indmrt…………………….. Ped net…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

25 juni 18 senen……………………..

Kampus…………………….. Pulgsk…………………….. Ada tkg servis treadmill…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

24 juni 18 minggu ……………………………………….

Ped net…………………….. Indmrt…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

23 juni 18 sabtu……………………………………….

Ped net………………………………………. Alfmrt………………………………………. Air………………………………………. Bhslps………………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………………….

22 juni 18 jumat……………………………………….

Kawanen………………………………………. Kampus………………………………………. Atm………………………………………. Tokojam………………………………………. Atm………………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………………….

21 juni 18 kamis……………………………………….

Ped eror………………………………………. Dpmall………………………………………. Nonton………………………………………. Café net………………………………………. Wrg………………………………………. Bhslps………………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………………….

20 juni 18 kamis……………………………………….

Ped nunut net………………………………………. Alfmrt………………………………………. Wrg………………………………………. Bhslps………………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………………….

19 juni 18 rabu ……………………..

Ped eror………………………………………. Indmrt………………………………………. Dpmall………………………………………. Café………………………………………. Net………………………………………. Citraland………………………………………. Belanja………………………………………. Meet baskoro n ibas………………………………………. Diner………………………………………. Ban bocor………………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………………….

If I could understand……………….

Grasp it………………. Crying for you………………. But I am blind………………. Deaf………………. Mute………………. I don’t get your clue yet………………. You presence………………. Your essence………………. Your body………………. Your physical appereance………………. All feels empty………………. Imaginary………………. Unshaped………………. Far from logic……………….

You treat me good……………….

I treat you better………………. You treat me bad………………. I treat you worse………………. The worst you ever get………………. In the name of lord………………. Calm myself………………. Don’t want to get revenge anymore………………. Don’t want to avenge anymore………………. Let it be………………. Be generous………………. Be forgiving………………. Let it be my blessing………………. My luck………………. My heaven ……………….

18 juni 18 senen……………………..

Satrio k rmh…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Pom…………………….. Java…………………….. Paragon…………………….. Ss…………………….. Allahualnbar……………………..

17 juni 18 minggu……………………..

Seharian d rmh…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Mlm alfmrt…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

16 juni 18 sabtu……………………..

Ngaliyan eror…………………….. Dpmall…………………….. Leli…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

15 juni 18 jumat……………………..

Seharian d rmh…………………….. Mlm wrg…………………….. Alfmrt…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

14 juni 18 kamis……………………..

Sore k atm…………………….. Café…………………….. Allahuyaikbar……………………..

13 juni 18 rabu……………………..

Seharian d rmh…………………….. Mlm trwh…………………….. Alfmrt…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

12 juni 18 selasa……………………..

Seharian d rmgh…………………….. Mlm trwh…………………….. Alfmrt…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..……………………..

11 juni 18 ssenen……………………..

Seharian d rmh…………………….. Mlm dijemput satrio…………………….. Mkn seafood d lamper…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

10 juni 18 minggu……………………..

Ped…………………….. Net…………………….. Potong…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Mlm salem eror…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

9 juni 18 sabtu……………………..

Ped…………………….. Ngaji…………………….. Net…………………….. Pul…………………….. Sore wrg…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Mlm trwh…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

8 juni 18 jumat……………………..

Kampus…………………….. Pands…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Bhslps…………………….. Mlm trwh…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

7 juni 18 kamis ……………………………..

Kampus…………………….. Pul…………………….. With ciprut bukber at bu iin…………………….. Wrg…………………….. Sk…………………….. Allahuakbar……………………..

She blames me…………………..

I keep silent………………….. I blame her in my silence………………….. She doesn’t know………………….. Nobody knows………………….. How many tears………………….. I had dropped because of her………………….. She always hurts me………………….. Her attitude………………….. Her speech………………….. Her behavior………………….. Her everything………………….. It is painful………………….. It sucks………………….. That is why………………….. I try to stay away from her………………….. Far far away …………………..

Ruined when doing id pray…………………..

Remember that time………………….. When she is still alive………………….. But I cannot meet her………………….. Devastated………………….. When I do my id pray………………….. Tears are running down………………….. Without warning………………….. Without pre thought………………….. Without expectation………………….. Without premonition ………………….. It runs down hard………………….. Unstoppable………………….. Ashamed………………….. I tried to hide………………….. That is why………………….. Now I don’t come to id pray………………….. Avoid it………………….. Sorry lord………………….. I am afraid lord …………………..

having negative thought…………………..

that that bitch is watching………………….. and will ruin my house………………….. scary thought………………….. in the name of lord………………….. put it all in his hands………………….. pray………………….. that all will be all right………………….. all will be safe………………….. coz he loves me………………….. he will protect me………………….. forever………………….. coz I had promised………………….. that I will be good………………….. to him………………….. to others………………….. to all …………………..

Although you have convinced yourself…………………..

That all will be all right………………….. Still………………….. Fail is fail………………….. Pain is pain………………….. Sad is sad………………….. In the name of lord………………….. There are still chances………………….. Windows are still open………………….. Doors are not closed yet………………….. Keep going………………….. Never back down………………….. Keep struggling………………….. This is good………………….. God loves good …………………..

So the world is a pray…………………..

Everything has both faces, good and bad………………….. Diamond is sparkling as it is hard killer………………….. It never stops you to be greedy………………….. Hours turn into days, weeks, months………………….. Love is no longer here………………….. Eternal loneliness seems approaching………………….. Venus is not another sunspot………………….. End is near they say………………….. Lunar is where you will go………………….. Destiny blocks freedom………………….. Echo rings and rings in your brain………………….. Weak head strong will………………….. Another chance is all I wish to have to be with you in the end …………………..

I am right…………………..

He is back………………….. Afraid………………….. God………………….. Help me………………….. Kill him………………….. I don’t want him around………………….. In this world………………….. In the name of lord………………….. Scared………………….. But I don’t know what to do………………….. Just take the days as usual………………….. Give it all to him………………….. Let him protect me………………….. All of it………………….. All of me………………….. The whole me …………………..

Ok…………………..

I sacrificed a lot………………….. If you don’t acknowledge it, that’s it………………….. Please go………………….. I will stay here………………….. Wait for others………………….. In the name of lord………………….. Now I am calm………………….. I hope he is back………………….. Want him back………………….. Want to be always together………………….. In his hall………………….. In his protection………………….. In his blessing………………….. Till the end………………….. Till death do us part …………………..

Suddenly tears ……………………..

Falling everywhere …………………….. Missing her …………………….. Want to meet her …………………….. But don’t want to come home …………………….. Don’t want to meet that person …………………….. And don’t want to leave the house …………………….. I think it is in danger …………………….. Because of yester case …………………….. Scary …………………….. Hope everything will be fine …………………….. Coz god loves me …………………….. God will protect me …………………….. Always …………………….. He never leaves me ……………………..

Crazy thing ……………………..

Still think of that …………………….. In erotic way …………………….. In torturous way …………………….. Want to get revenge …………………….. Want to avenge myself …………………….. I want him feel what I feel …………………….. I want him get tortured …………………….. Miserable …………………….. And much more …………………….. More than me …………………….. I feel bad …………………….. I want him feel worse …………………….. I feel worse …………………….. I want him feel the worst ……………………..

Still having thought ……………………..

Still having smell …………………….. Still having anger …………………….. What the hell …………………….. It sucks …………………….. The solution is …………………….. Pray hard …………………….. Really hard …………………….. Harder …………………….. Give it to him …………………….. Give it all …………………….. Put it all in his hands …………………….. It is too much …………………….. Too heavy …………………….. I cant handle this …………………….. It is torturing me …………………….. Sickening me …………………….. Put me in the dark side ……………………..

Now I am very afraid ……………………..

Because of that case …………………….. Afraid of being murdered …………………….. But …………………….. Remember then …………………….. Want to die …………………….. But don’t want to commit suicide …………………….. Maybe …………………….. This is the answer …………………….. Just let it be …………………….. Whatever happen …………………….. Receive it with open arm ……………………..

You good I good ……………………..

You bad I bad …………………….. Don’t touch me …………………….. I can be satan …………………….. Don’t talk detail …………………….. What you did …………………….. Is asshole …………………….. I hope you are death …………………….. Crashed by a big truck …………………….. Just like the video I had seen …………………….. Or being beheaded …………………….. Just like the video I had watched …………………….. I hope you suffer ……………………..

Bad experience ……………………..

Afraid …………………….. Of the future …………………….. Afraid the safety of me …………………….. My home …………………….. My family …………………….. My neighborhood …………………….. Let it be …………………….. Put it all in his hands …………………….. Le him decide …………………….. What it will be …………………….. Hope everything will be fine …………………….. In the name of lord …………………….. I surrender …………………….. I promise …………………….. I will stop being naughty …………………….. Will surrender to you …………………….. Completely ……………………..

there...

Mecca………………………. Creature………………………. Home………………………. Abroad……………………….………………………. Study………………………. Model………………………. All over the world………………………. Finishing study………………………. Post docs………………………. All over the world………………………. Teaching………………………. Here and there………………………. Online………………………. Meeting important person………………………. Married to royal………………………. Wedding………………………. All over the world………………………. Close to the queen………………………. Become friend………………………. Fashion advisor………………………. Business in fashion………………………. Go to sk………………………. Become jury………………………. Become guest in rm………………………. Buy house in Africa………………………. Move to Africa………………………. Save elephants………………………. All over the world………………………. Having kids………………………. Go home………………………. Once a while………………………. Visiting her………………………. Contacting exes………………………. School them………………………. Near me………………………. Watch them………………………. Closely………………………. Until they finish………………………. Give them job………………………. Near………………………. Close………………………. Give them partner ……………………….

So ……………………….

The order is like this………………………. Mecca………………………. Creature………………………. Home………………………. Abroad………………………. Study………………………. Model………………………. Meet a person………………………. married to royal………………………. wedding all over the world………………………. becoming friend with queen………………………. fashion advisor………………………. finishing study………………………. having post doc………………………. all over the world ……………………….

Another dream……………………….

Going abroad for study………………………. Finishing early………………………. Got a lot of offer………………………. For post doc………………………. From all over the world………………………. Five continents………………………. Thirteen countries………………………. Keep going ……………………….

Sleeping there……………………….

Then………………………. Magically transformed………………………. Into glowing person………………………. Happy to the max………………………. Knowing that she is safe………………………. With him………………………. In the most beautiful place………………………. In another realm………………………. Watching over us………………………. All the time………………………. Never leave us………………………. Even a second ……………………….

After married……………………….

Got house in Africa………………………. Having a lot of kids………………………. Who like crating video………………………. Exposing family life………………………. How crazy I am………………………. Covering a lot of songs………………………. Crazy clothes………………………. Going places with weird fashion………………………. Getting depressed of her………………………. From time to time………………………. The kids take me home………………………. In secret………………………. visiting her grave ……………………….

Becoming part of the herd……………………….

Going around………………………. Roaming the Africa land………………………. Becoming tarzan………………………. Befriend all kind of animals………………………. Becoming famous………………………. Killing all outsiders………………………. Creating haven………………………. Secluded one………………………. Only for the love ones………………………. No one else can enter ……………………….

After getting married……………………….

Get special power………………………. Talking to animals………………………. Visiting elephant sanctuary in thai………………………. Becoming volunteer in elephant sanctuary………………………. In africa………………………. Saving a lot of elephants………………………. All over the world………………………. Taking them to Africa………………………. All of them………………………. Roaming the land of Africa………………………. Being with them ……………………….

Then……………………….

Getting disappear………………………. Getting famous………………………. Going home………………………. Going again for study………………………. Getting in shape………………………. Becoming model………………………. Meeting important person………………………. Getting engaged………………………. Getting married………………………. Having a lot of kids………………………. Having a lot of businesses………………………. Live happily ever after ……………………….

Crazy dream……………………….

Going there………………………. Big black building………………………. Pray hard………………………. Alone………………………. In the night………………………. Getting caught on cam………………………. In tape………………………. On cctv………………………. Versus transparent creature………………………. Dragging me………………………. Forcing me………………………. To go around and around………………………. Praying hard ……………………….

Another dream……………………….

Mecca………………………. Going there………………………. Getting lost………………………. Cannot get out of there………………………. Staying there………………………. Forever………………………. What will do………………………. Becoming ob………………………. Don’t know………………………. Just stay there………………………. Forever………………………. And receive whatever god gives ……………………….

But……………………….

Sometimes I am afraid………………………. I get scared………………………. Very much………………………. What if I lose my money………………………. And I cannot pay him anymore………………………. that is sad………………………. I hope that will not happen………………………. Coz I know this is good………………………. And god loves good ……………………….