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this umbrella cant save me from your tear
i am wet
you make me wet
you wet me all the way
dank
sometimes i dont understand myself
it is hard
it is defunitely hard
they are cruel
i dont like that
but i have to meet them all the time
life is sucks
but all that goes
just believe in him
is all my resort
maybe he has something in it
behind all of these
that i dont understand
i just wish he tells me
so i will be calm
so i can myself to be calm
just be it
lets move on
lets go on
all in all
lets fight all the way
till the end
this is all me
i am the center
i should proceed forward
i cant go backward
he plans
i take
i manage
i do
i work
all of the above
and then come happiness
is all i want
HAPPINESS
if i hate
i hate
it is painful
i am annoyed
i feel being betrayed
i feel being tortured
emotionally
they say
if you are in a state of being hurt
and you pray
he will grant you things
should i pray
maybe he will hear me
maybe he will grat my wishes
he always know my wishes
i hope he send me there
so i dont have to meet these people
i am sorry if my reason is wrong
but i am in pain
i want to run away
i hope you help me run away
i hope you understand me
i want to prove myself
to them
to you
to me
that i am capable of doing it
now is full of heartbroken
tear of raindrop
bleeding soul
dark mind
chaotic heart
chest pain
painful to the core
erasing the then
all those rainbow
faded away
grey is beautiful
layering the eyes
i will force my mouth to say things about you
i will force my body to do all your instructions
i will force my soul to make you happy
i will force my brain to pleasure you all the time