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it was land
it was nature
it was home
it was heaven
for them
for all of them
now it is jungle of concrete
now it is jungle of buildongs
it confuse them
where should they live
they have the right to live
it is all on us
it is our fault
we raid their home
we are cruel
gosh
i dont want to think about it
it is heavy
i dont have solution
i give it all to you
may you love them dearly
always and forever
may you give them a new home
a heavenly sanctuary for all of them
stand tall
towering figure
big head
big brain
showering us with knowledge
but there is no love
me being greedy
i want it all
i want his love
i want his care
stupid me
it is all in his hand
if it is meant to be
then it will be
just wait and see
as he loves me dearly
he will never disappoint me
all is his plans
tho i dont know what come out of it
still trying to figure it out
in the name of lord
They
Them
i must be patient
i must be strong
He blesses me
No matter what
As long as I am in his way
In this kind of situation
He is most wanted
By my heart
By my soul
and i believe
he will come to me effortlessly
and i will welcome him smiling
and the burden will be lifted
and i will be at ease
everything will be light
nothing will kill me
nothing will torture me
it is all in the shining shadow
Guardian of mind
May all the blackness go away
Along with the angels of darkness
Inhumane thought that strikes over and over again
Seeing the artificial smile across their heavenly lips
They say it is guaranteed
That all the grown-up creatures
They will be in the serene state
Where they can abandon all their obsolete threads
They got their quiet calmness before their lush sight
It is not all about serendipity
They already had achieved their territory
Quite understandable that all they have is their obtuse
veins
Where they can weapon themselves against floating
uncertainty
All the insurances they pain all their life
Absolutely non sensical blinding figure
That reject all the laugh from their cheeks
Just stand still
in the name of lord
i did nothing
it makes me sick
i feel unfortunate
i should done things
dear helper
i hope next week
or tomorrow
or next time
when i did nothing
i can force myself to do jobs
i must elieve in myself
i must be strong
believe he will help me
believe he agree to this
as it is good
as it is not out of his way
all of this is still in his realm
Teacher vs parent
Long time ago
parents sides with teachers
when students being naughty in school
parents will scold them too at home
now it is the opposite
when students being naughty at school
and the teacher scold them
then the students go home
telltale what happen to parents
and parents go to school to scold teacher
what a world
may lord help them all
may lord protect all teachers
may lord protect all students
may lord protect all parents
and may this wolrd runs heavenly
I breathe fire
Everything seems hard
Where is my spirit
Where is my positivity
I hope it comes soon
I need it
I want it badly
I cant live without it
It is excruciating times
May lord come to me
My lord be beside me
May lord accompany me
All the way
Till the end
Till I find a serene place
To place my broken pieces
Through that tunnel
Where the light is there
At the end of the horizon
Seem far
But reachable
Just keep running
Don’t stop
Ignore the tiredness
It is all fake
It is all only in your mind
Though it all have gone
Still
Keep whispering
Hoping those words come to my ears again
Those big words
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