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this situation is something
lets god handle it
kets him sending help
lets him sending protection
making it all alright
making it all fine
everything runs smoothly
everybody is happy
nobody hurts
things work out so well
putting smile on everybody's faces
lighting up the room
making it all bright
full of colorful
rainbow in their eyes
rainbow in their head
rainbow in their heart
This occasion
Don't know what it is
Don't know what to do
Just learn to be an adult
Waiting for some
he and him
Want to be quick
As I have things to do
So help me lord
Everything has meaning
Including this
Let's enjoy
Let's learn
Let's be present
Let's absorb all knowledge
Let's be clever
Let's add storage for the brain
Let's plant seed of flowers
Colorful fragrant flowers
That will seduce you
Make you dance
Sway your hip to the left
And to the right
Move the body
Upside down
Respect to them
Who can convey the chats
The talk between people
Mouth to mouth
Colluding the breaths
To the air of clouds
That
Waiting for the light to blow up
mistake after mistake
it is safer
if i distance myself
if there is a way for me to not
do what i have done
for so long
And this curse doesn't stop
All for them
The bad ones
The asu ones
The dark ones
Where there is only bones
No more meat
Just bones clanking to each other
The sound of hell
the swarm of rascals
must be patient
must be strong
disobedient crooks
unruly vagabond
stood me afar on naothingness
bring me dirt on plate
gathering all the villains behind my back
burning my tails on fire
putting a spell on them
they do get what i get
they do pain what i pain
their eyes would be opened wide
receiving all blindness
all stabbing i get
Or maybe worse
That would be good
That would make me happy
Seeing them suffer
In painful state
In distressed mind
In lunatic world
Dog eat dog world
They are dog
No
They are lower than dog
They are worm
They are insect
Easy to be killed
Easy to be crushed
cursing them
beautiful scroundels
God is not fair
Sometimes
I feel like that
And it is more painful this way
I want that
The bangsat are ugly
And the good are angelic
The maid pondering the tips of the smile
Shaping the lip into pyramid
The mind is not calm yet
Just let them be
Just let it be
Thunder for their life
Storm for their heart
Wind blowing carrying the sharpened dust
Piercing their pores
Widening their wound
Blood flowing river
Red is whole
Shine in the dim of sum
Bounce to the bottom of the alley
Where all claws staggering the nails
Sinister the glow
they are scary
but i should not be negative
i must be strong
yesterday accident
in the moving vehicle
i remember
the shocking sentence
killing me in the head
They are on another level
I am scared
I am amazed
I don't care
Hope they are fine
Hope they are ok
Hope God love them
Hope God protect them
Hope God show them the right path
And hope they stay on the right path
Tho it seems difficult
But I can't be negative
I should not be negative
I must not negative
I must be positive
I must believe that they can do that
I should believe that God will be able to put them on the right path
he is saying goodbye
feeling sad
bery much sad
want to cry
but i cant
but it is sad
what happens
why he is leaving me
then again
who am i
dank you
you should help me in this
you should put him beside me
all the timne
till the end of time
so i will not be lonely
so i will be loved
i will feel the feeling of being loved
want that a lot
then again
he plans all
all his plans are good
eventually
but at the moment
it is painful to the core
hope will find the replacement soon