31 jan 24 rabu
kampus
kui
wrg huda pamela
rudos solat
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just put any comment on my blog
satrio
lampu mati
wrg
satri neng omah mpe sore
wrgh
satrio mampir
mlm accident in kitchen
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kampus
kui
jumatan
wrg w fin n sena
mhsw
barri
ngantar bu mei b arfi b mira b khusnul ke hotel harris
toko buah
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you have many angels
a lot of them
so close
yet so far away
it is right in front of my eyes
but i cant reach them
they are beyond my dream
they are on different level
if i want them
i should make myself on their level
being good all the time
being pure twenty four seven
being innocent at all cost
spreading kindness all the way
spreading love everywhere
lets do that
tho it seems difficult
and i believe that it will be a very difficult assignment to do so
but i must do so
as i want them
i want to be on their level
gotcha
i hope it stucks
as deep as possible
as strong ass possible
forever and ever
being nice
as he said
it is all not mine
it is them
he gives to me for them
so i am just intermediate
must realize that
must remember that
as long as i live
hence
nothing hurts
no feeling of lose
as it is not mine in the first place
mra predict mrp n mrsm
mrf predict mrsr n mrp
jealous
seem i dont have place
but i believe he has place for me
believe to the max
if it is not here
then he will find a place for me somewhere else
but for the most part
i should be grateful
as he gives me this place
this great place
great work
great coworkers
great environment
hope can erase al negative
hope can bring all the positive
hope he will protect me from all the wrongdoing directted to me
that is scary
scary yes
without nothing
no background whatsoever
and they just asked
for things
for themselves
this area is scary
dear you
what happen
what happen now
why it is like this
this is messed up
this is disgusting
i am scared
if they become that
because of money
not because of the right intention
then when they work
they will do bad things
they will do wrong things
as the start is already bad
this is complicated
my head hurts
my heart hurts
you are all healers
you are all protectors
it is you and only you
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rudos
rapat
lamdik
fian n asep
otw kudus
musola
bengkel
wrg
pakfian
otw semarang
kampus
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