31 mar 24 minggu
ngajar rpl 3x
satrio
dpmall
satriomampir
allahuakbar
just put any comment on my blog
i hope you allow me to stay in the far far away land
in your beauty
in your shade
in your shadow
where darkness brings joyful to the aching heart
in the dune of the glass beads
mirroring the effect of love explosion
the moan of the winds caressing the sands
sweeping the dust of lust
hence
the perfect night creation
in the moon and in the star
to the end of pile of whispering prays
sent by those who longing of the half
in hidden floor of the sea
gracefully dancing around the swamps of the sea snakes
enwrapping the transparent of heart
alfarokok
pom1eror
pom2eror
pom3
kampuis
bmeibdwipasep
kauman
bukber at mgsetos
kampus
masjid
alfa
allahuakbar
Must be patient
cannot back down
\must keep going forward
there is wall behind
there is blocks all around
someone pushes me forward
someone pulls me up front
on the hanging lamp
groping the skies
the cotton-like lips
whispering melodious curse
that ignite all the fire in me
triggering all the sleeping wolves
pack of howling bleeding mouth
calling the simmering moon
kampus
rudos
potokopi pribnt berkali2
lppm mbak ifah
dekanat
panitia webinar
wrg1
wrg2
pul
mlm taraweh
allahuakbar
forgetting things
forgetting whta is important
Something happen
I should wait
Why tho
Don't know
Curiosity
Hit me hard
Nothing can't stop this kind of thing
calling him in my heart
whispering his name
hope that nobody prank me
hope it will not take long
All is meaningful
Always has meaning
In all aspects
In all sides
In all happenings
In all occasions
And that is for sure
Nobody can't deny it
Though
In the name of the almighty
His mighty must reveal things
But he isn't
All is hidden
And we must believe that all his decisions is good
And all that is for our sake
For our life
For our future
And in all happening
We come forward
Make ourself better
Learn new things
Learn what is bad
Learn what is good
And copy all the good that had been done
Over and over again
So karma will do his works too
Granting all the wishes
Returning all the favor
it is okay tho
learning to let go what is not belong to me
as all things seems pressuring me inside
in this chaotic world
in the heat of the crowded hymn
in the burdening shoulders
thinking to do others and more
as it is belong to them and only them
he just put it in me for a while as mediator
whispering his name in my brain
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
All is well
Then happy is coming for all of us
too mucch hurry
too much rush
too studpid
too much idiot
too many blanks
dear you
how come you do this to me again
i feel hopeless
it seems so hard
i try so hard to be good
i try so hard to be true
but you give me trouble
and trouble again
many problems
much hurdles
i cant handle it
thats what i think
it is hard
i am in pain
i am afraid
i cant pass this again
that will be painful
so much pain
will be hurtful
so much blood
bleeding all over my body
my heart
my brain
kampus
rudos
yuntechclear
dekanat
maswisnueror
potokopi
mbakifaheror
majt
ngabuburit
magrib
buko
pul
masjidpanuttaraweh
wrg
allahuakbar
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rudos
sena
maswisnu
bankguru
sena
jumatan
sena
tokokimia
penjahit1
mobileror
bengkel1 eror
bengkel2eror
bengkel3bismilah
penjahit2
mlmmaservan
tarawehatpanut
allahuakbar
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ngajar
tepar
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wrg1eror
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ngempon
balong gajah cafe
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rian
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wrg1eror
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penjahiteror
sore satrio
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peruteror
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pengajianpakarioeror
allahuakbar
i am sorry
that i cant stop loving you
and hating you at the same time
who stabbing me in my back
pain innocently
laughing screaming daydreaming
i dont know the meaning of you
i am sorry
i got defeated
all that black thoughts
come rushing in my brain
gushing all the lights out of my body
leaving me weak
trembling all over me
just sit gracefully
to the song of the moon
waving to the hidden stars
that no longer giving me smile