Sunday, March 31, 2024

31 mar 24 minggu

 




31 mar 24 minggu

ngajar rpl 3x

satrio

dpmall

satriomampir

allahuakbar


Will take me there


 Will take me there

You will see me there
You will be captured by mine
You send me treasures
You send me places
You take me places
Binding me on elephant diamonds
Putting me in the pedal stall
Mingling with all the fairies
The angels of colors
The gods of rages
The protectors of fantasies

Saturday, March 30, 2024

30 mar 24 sabtu

 




30 mar 24 sabtu

sehariandkamar

sorewrg1

wrg2

wrg3

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar


Friday, March 29, 2024

29 mar 24 jumat


 29 mar 24 jumat

sehariantidur

siangjumatan

sorewrg1

muter

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar

Thursday, March 28, 2024

the perfect night creation

 




i hope you allow me to stay in the far far away land

in your beauty

in your shade

in your shadow

where darkness brings joyful to the aching heart

in the dune of the glass beads

mirroring the effect of love explosion

the moan of the winds caressing the sands

sweeping the dust of lust

hence

the perfect night creation

in the moon and in the star

to the end of pile of whispering prays

sent by those who longing of the half

in hidden floor of the sea

gracefully dancing around the swamps of the sea snakes

enwrapping the transparent of heart


28 mar 24 kamis

 




28 mar 24 kamis

kampus

wrg1

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar


Wednesday, March 27, 2024

27 mar 24 rabu


 27 mar 24 rabu

alfarokok

pom1eror

pom2eror

pom3

kampuis

bmeibdwipasep

kauman

bukber at mgsetos

kampus

masjid

alfa

allahuakbar


Tuesday, March 26, 2024

26 mar 24 selasa


 26 mar 24 selasa

pom

pom[paeror

kampus

rudos

yololetmeworkpls

pijet

bukberpngabdian

wrg

allahuakbar


Monday, March 25, 2024

25 mar 24 senen

 



25 mar 24 senen

kampus

pengajian

rudos

hotel ibis

bukber prodi

majt

wrg

allahuakbar

Lazy is choice no more

 


Waiting

The time of the clock
Pass the appointment
That is becoming the norm
Should not be
It is very difficult to change
The whole pack and beyond
That custom being in their blood
Accustom to the unnecessarily good
Just think about it make me confuse
How come they live like that
But again
No negativity allowed
It is all being positive
The vibes should be maintained in all aspects of lives
And becoming the daily routine of the muscles
Make them remembering the beats
No more lacking of diligence
Lazy is choice no more
Term is mentioned
Not so clear but burdening
The tough and the quick

memori kampus 2


 

Sunday, March 24, 2024

24 mar 24 minggu


 24 mar 24 minggu

ngajar3x

sorewrg1

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar

Saturday, March 23, 2024

23 mar 24 sabtu


 23 mar 24 sabtu

sehariantidur

soarewrg1

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

pijet

allahuakbar


Friday, March 22, 2024

22 mar 24 jumat

 





22 mar 24 jumat

kampus

rudos

jumatan

rudos

wrg1

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar


all the fire in me

 


Must be strong

Must be patient

cannot back down

\must keep going forward

there is wall behind

there is blocks all around

someone pushes me forward

someone pulls me up front

on the hanging lamp

groping the skies

the cotton-like lips

whispering melodious curse

that ignite all the fire in me

triggering all the sleeping wolves

pack of howling bleeding mouth

calling the simmering moon

This aura

 


Waiting is something hard for me

Hate this kind of feeling
Feel nothing
Need something to do
Need something to keep me busy
And feel awkward 
Hope everyone is okay
Me being me
Not being them
Difficult to mingle
Difficult to talk
Nothing is easy for me
But can't be negative
Must be always positive
This too
This situation
This condition
This aura
This surrounding
All has meaning
Shape me to be better
Allow me to learn new things
Provide me new dilemmas
All the things 
All the stuff
Being mentioned in the air
Running through left ears
Passing through right ears
Killing both sides
Not just diminishing 
But surely to continue to thrive
Not back down soon
Climbing

Thursday, March 21, 2024

21 mar 24 kamis


 21 mar 24 kamis

kampus

rudos

rapat kui

wrg1

wrg2

mlmtaraweh

alalhuakbar

memori rudos






 

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

20 mar 24 rabu


 20 mar 24 rabu

kampus

rapat1

rapat2

wrg

tepar

mlmtaraweh

tetangga

pakabadi

pakaadit

pakervan

allahuakbar


Tuesday, March 19, 2024

19 mar 24 selasa

 




19 mar 24 selasa

kampus

rudos

potokopi pribnt berkali2

lppm mbak ifah

dekanat

panitia webinar

wrg1

wrg2

pul

mlm taraweh

allahuakbar

memori gp2







 

thinking to do others and more

 



forgetting things

forgetting whta is important

Something happen

I should wait

Why tho

Don't know

Curiosity

Hit me hard

Nothing can't stop this kind of thing

calling him in my heart

whispering his name

hope that nobody prank me

hope it will not take long

All is meaningful

Always has meaning

In all aspects

In all sides

In all happenings

In all occasions

And that is for sure

Nobody can't deny it

Though

In the name of the almighty

His mighty must reveal things

But he isn't

All is hidden

And we must believe that all his decisions is good 

And all that is for our sake

For our life

For our future

And in all happening

We come forward

Make ourself better

Learn new things

Learn what is bad

Learn what is good

And copy all the good that had been done

Over and over again

So karma will do his works too

Granting all the wishes

Returning all the favor

it is okay tho

learning to let go what is not belong to me

as all things seems pressuring me inside

in this chaotic world

in the heat of the crowded hymn

in the burdening shoulders

thinking to do others and more

as it is belong to them and only them

he just put it in me for a while as mediator

whispering his name in my brain

Everything will be okay

Everything will be alright

All is well

Then happy is coming for all of us


again


 and i did it again

too mucch hurry

too much rush

too studpid

too much idiot

too many blanks

dear you

how come you do this to me again

i feel hopeless

it seems so hard

i try so hard to be good

i try so hard to be true

but you give me trouble

and trouble again

many problems

much hurdles

i cant handle it

thats what i think

it is hard

i am in pain

i am afraid

i cant pass this again

that will be painful

so much pain

will be hurtful

so much blood

bleeding all over my body

my heart

my brain


Monday, March 18, 2024

18 mar 24 senen


 18 mar 24 senen

kampus

rudos

yuntechclear

dekanat

maswisnueror

potokopi

mbakifaheror

majt

ngabuburit

magrib

buko

pul

masjidpanuttaraweh

wrg

allahuakbar


Sunday, March 17, 2024

17 mar 24 minggu

 



17 mar 245 minggu

sehariantidur

sorethem

majt

wrg

masjidpanut

allahuakbar


16 mar 24 sabvtu


 16 mar 24 sabvtu

sorewrg

mlmtaraweh

rapatrt

allahuakbar


Friday, March 15, 2024

15 mar 24 jumat


 15 mar 24 jumat

kampus

rudos

sena

maswisnu

bankguru

sena

jumatan

sena

tokokimia

penjahit1

mobileror

bengkel1 eror

bengkel2eror

bengkel3bismilah

penjahit2

mlmmaservan

tarawehatpanut

allahuakbar


Thursday, March 14, 2024

14 mar 24 kamis


 14 mar 24 kamis

sukarnohattabanjir

medohobanjir

kklinik

wrg

mlmtaraweh

wrg

allahuakbar


memori 403


 

13 maret 24 rabu


 13 maret 24 rabu

kampus\

bankjatengbayarpbb

ngurusipengabdian-dekanat-potokopi

ngajar

tepar

wrgburjo

doktereror

masjideror

allahuakbar


Tuesday, March 12, 2024

12 mar 24 selasa


 12 mar 24 selasa

sehariandirumah

satrio

wrg1eror

wrg2igaeror

wrg3igaeror

wrg4bebekeror

mcd

wrg

satriomampir

allahuakbar

Monday, March 11, 2024

11 mar 24 senen


 11 mar 24 senen

rian

ngempon

balong gajah cafe

dolan sawah cafe

rian

penganjian pak ario

mlm taraweh masjid panuit

allahuakbar

Sunday, March 10, 2024

10 mar 24 minggu


 10 mar 24 minggu

penjahiteror

wrg1eror

wrg2

penjahiteror

sore satrio

malluptown

peruteror2x

indomaret

peruteror

satrio

pengajianpakarioeror

allahuakbar

Saturday, March 9, 2024

pain innocently

 



i am sorry

that i cant stop loving you

and hating you at the same time

who stabbing me in my back

pain innocently

laughing screaming daydreaming

i dont know the meaning of you

i am sorry

i got defeated

all that black thoughts

come rushing in my brain

gushing all the lights out of my body

leaving me weak

trembling all over me

just sit gracefully

to the song of the moon

waving to the hidden stars

that no longer giving me smile


9 mar 24 sabtu

 



9 mar 24 sabtu

sehariantidure

asorewrg

malampengajianpakario

allahuakbar


Friday, March 8, 2024

8 mar 24 jumat

 



8 mar 24 jumat

weg

kampus

rudos

jumatan

rudos

mlmpengajianpakario

allahuakbar


Thursday, March 7, 2024

7 mar 24 kamis

 




7 mar 24 kamis

wrg

kampus

rudos

mlmpengajianpakario

maservan1dan2

allahuakbar