Saturday, October 5, 2024

5 okt 24 sabtu

 




kumpul di main gate

piknik kampus

suntory museum

desa wisata xxx

museum taichung

mcd

museum

balik kampus by bus

wrg kalimantan with banisa bninik bsarwi bintan

allahuakbar

Friday, October 4, 2024

4 okt 24 jumat

 




sepedaan

studyroom

belajar kelompok

something with prof wu mingchang

studyroom

jumatan

studyroom

with bsarwi ke net

k familyshoes

indolaris tutup

k much

ke wrg akim

studyroom

allahuakbar

Thursday, October 3, 2024

3 okt 24 kamis

 




sepedaan

studyroom

familymart

allahuakbar

Wednesday, October 2, 2024

2 okt 24 rabu

 




sepedaan

seharian d kos

katanya thypoon

but nothing happen

false alarm

takut menghabiskan banyak listrik d kos

allahuakbar

but i need it so bad

 




but i dont want to be greedy

i am grateful that you allow me to have this one

but there is another offer

and i want that too

i want both of them

but they say i can only take one

that is so cruel

maybe you can hell me

creating miracle for me

that suddenly there is a change in the rule

that it will say i can have both of them

that would be lovely

ambiguous vagueness

 




if it is here then i am grateful

if i should sacrifice some then i will do it

i think there is no queue to go to his house here

if i have to go back then i must be strong mentally

as i will have the same routine again

and that is scary

for now i think that would be disastrous for my mental health

but i dont know what will happen next

and they said that he knows best

maybe he thinks that there is better than here for me

i will try to surrender completely

with no hard feeling

with no grudge in my heart

though i know that would be very difficult

that is in my mind now

maybe i will find easiness later in my life

i dont know

i know nothing

he knows all

no negativity allowed

 




no negative thoughts on her

no negative thoughts on him

just positive thoughts allowed in this head

about all the things around

about me

about this place

about out there

about study room

about school

about people in school

about professors in school

about friends in school

about all friends from back home that are here to fight together for the future

may he protect me from negative thoughts

i had having ones

but it is impossible not to have ones

all devils lurking in all corners of my life

day and night

awake and in dreams

scary as hell

Tuesday, October 1, 2024

1 okt 24 selasa

 



sepedaan

familimart

studyroom

allahuakbar

kuliah manajemen pendidikan

 




steve blank: if you want your startuo to succeed, you must get out of the building


peter drucker: 

1. there is nothing so useless as doing efficiently something that should not have been done at all

2. the customer rarely buys what the company thinking its selling him


furious

 



she got angry

for my stupidity

for my ignorance

i am sorry i am a fool

forgive me i know nothing

hope everything will ok in the future

hope he can release me with no anger at all

or maybe i can wok with him for just one semester

hope she can answer me soon

hope she is ok that i work with him

if she is not ok

hope she can directly go talk to him to release me

hope she is a very wise woman

lets pray