dear you

i am afraid

everything is hard

everything is frightening

everything is scary

all seems to make me doomed

i dont want that

i hope this thing can hold heavy stuff

i wish this thing can live for a long time

if the wish doesnt come true

i dream you help me out with a solution

i hope i can face the hard stuff

i wish i understand the difficult stuff

i promise i will try my best to not stop studying till i get it

 i hope i dont be a forgetful person

just like yesterday

i didnt kill that thing

i am afraid of the big impact

i hope it is not

if it is happening

i wish you help me out to stay out of the troubles