Pain

Is when your dream does not come true You dream you get the scholarship You dream to study in europe You dream to travel around europe You dream you make vlog about all of these You dream everything But the god does not grant your wish Dear lord ... Help me please

Brilliant

Is when you can read and understand what you read And then you can write your proposal brilliantly But mostly you just read And you dont know what you read Brilliant is when you can pass your interview When you can impress your interviewer You can present your idea brilliantly People can see that you are genious That you want to build your country That everything you do is not for yourself

Guilt

A lot of guilt Sorry lord Sorry lady But i think the devil in me have no regret I keep continuously doing it again and again Everytime there is a chance Everytime the devil seduces me I fail I surrender I lose God help me

Weird

Today is a weird day There are many inspiration I just write it down And write again And write more But dont do what i have to do Coz i fear all the consequences It used to be not this hard But now i fear of losing Coz there is more to it I will do it I tell myself that I will do it I force myself that I will Period Just do it no matter what Accept it when you lose Accept it when you win

Amazing

Amazing is when you accept all the thing you have You can be true to yourself But sometimes the environment does not allow you to do so Thus you pretend to be something else You survive But you suffer inside But you are still amazing Coz god is always with you No matter what What he creates is amazing All of it Always had and always will

Marvellous

What is marvellous Marvellous is when you do good things all the time You say sorry for all the mistakes you have done You say thanks for all the joy you have been given You express gratitude to the one fro all the unconditional love Dear lord... Thank you for everything

Brave

Brave to do what is right Brave to reject what is wrong Brave to correct what is false Brave to have what you deserve But i think i dont have bravery back then... in the past... in everything But now i force myself to be brave in everything Brave to apply sholarship Brave to accept rejection Brave to do it all over again Brave to try and never give up Brave to love god Brave to be loved by god