The smell of them......................

Full of testosterone...................... I dont have it...................... I didnt have it...................... As far as i remember...................... No use to cry over the past...................... Just make a better future...................... Focus on your front...................... Make a great plan...................... To manage the life...................... To be amazing...................... To be great...................... Better than everyone...................... The best of all...................... With the blessing from above...................... Of course......................

The hot thing......................

Sits near to me...................... Make me that way...................... Wrong in everything...................... Dream the things out of reach...................... And he is gone...................... To soon...................... Drop the dream...................... Cut the heart...................... Stab the soul...................... So damn thing...................... Why did you come...................... And then leave...................... With nothing left...................... For me...................... ’just like that’......................

Changing me......................

It is hard...................... I used to complain...................... All the time...................... Not able to change...................... That is what i believed...................... And that is what happened...................... I must change that...................... Change the thought...................... It will change the attitude...................... And change everything else...................... Inside out...................... ......................

The advice is good......................

It gives benefit for me...................... To associate with them...................... New people...................... Old ones but new for me...................... It is hard to be introvert...................... To much shyness in me...................... Afraid of everything...................... New things...................... New people...................... New faces...................... New place......................

She is friendly......................

She has no hidden agenda...................... She has no false alarm...................... It is just a friendly advice...................... She wants the best for me...................... It is good for me...................... To mingle with them...................... Get acquaintance...................... More friends more inputs...................... A lot of perspectives...................... They say a lot of heads...................... Is better than one......................

Her advice......................

At first i got angry...................... As if i am a child...................... Who needs to be told what to do...................... As if she is the right side...................... And i am the wrong side...................... As if the mingling is more important than what i do...................... It will consume my time...................... I will not be able to do...................... The correction and other jobs...................... I have in my desk...................... Then i force myself...................... To think positively ......................

The sign as the rain......................

I hesitate first...................... A lot of thoughts...................... Running in my head...................... Both sides...................... Pro and con...................... The con comes first...................... It will give negatuve things to me...................... So it is said...................... And i try to change...................... I will not try to find that kind of things...................... I will make efforts to collect a lot of frinds...................... As many as possible...................... It will be good ......................