Rejection of the past..................

English program of i want.................. Permit is not coming.................. It is not the program.................. But the requirement.................. The permit from above.................. And he didnt give it.................. And it hurts my feeling.................. A lot.................. I was crying.................. I dont ask for money.................. The country paid it.................. And he acts as shit.................. Now i am afraid.................. It will happen again’..................

Hot stu................

Damn................ So tall................ So thin................ Dreamy creature................ Admire from afar................ Afraid to be near................ Jelaous of others................ Who can be close to................ Can touch................ Can laugh................ Can be together................ But not me’................

More money he wants................

It destroys the way he teaches................ So he neglects his duties................ Too much for me................ End that kind of thing................ Run from that kind of person................ Horrible things will happen................ Emerge as different................ Not like that................ Different but good as god wants................ Raise the awareness of teaching................ In this kind of thought i want................ To dedicate myself to you................ By doing this kind of things................ That i believe you bless................

Being him................

All friends he has................ So much good seems near................ Kill the bad thought................ On that journey we are different................ Ruin the life................ On that jealousy you will be gloomy................ So be you................ Do not imitate................ It is different fate................ Different role................ Different job................ You have your own................ Make it the best ................

Them......................

Students...................... Being naughty...................... Is all in my head...................... I dont want it anymore...................... I will think of them...................... As angels...................... Come down from heaven...................... The ambassador of goodness...................... The kind people...................... Who will change the world...................... Change me too...................... To be better...................... To make heavenly environment......................

Why i am who i am......................

Close myself tightly...................... Dont want to get close to others...................... Coz i hide something...................... Something big...................... Dont want others to know...................... Just him...................... Only him...................... He is responsible for this...................... That is why i stay away...................... Far away from others...................... Dont want them to see...................... To look at my eyes...................... And see it...................... They say...................... Eyes are window to soul......................

Dream to be like him......................

Entrepreneur succeeds...................... Very inspiring...................... And i dont want...................... To just only see him from afar...................... I want to copy...................... Maybe if i can...................... I want more...................... But i should change this first...................... I should erase all the negative ...................... The bad intentions...................... Maybe if i get some...................... It is just a bonus...................... From him...................... For me......................