God...................

I had promised................... To let go of everything................... But sometimes i cant resist................... When the heart asks................... Because you are the one................... The place to request................... The one i want the most is a child................... But i dont want a wife................... You know me................... Dont want to explain it................... Cant explain it................... I want to live with this kid................... Just the two of us against the world................... Conquering the universe................... Dont want to be alone................... Should not feel alone................... Coz you are always here................... Should ask for visiting your place................... The most important................... I dont know you that well................... I can only guess................... That the most important thing................... For me right now is................... Visiting your home................... Then i can talk................... To you directly................... Request all the things i want...................

And the way comes.............

And i think he helps............. To get me closer to him............. To facilitate me to be more of me............. Being fun............. Getting those things............. Rare things............. Very difficult to get............. Is it the way............. I hope so............. This desire is for that kind of thing............. And suddenly the way shows............. So hopefully it will take me there............. Safely happily............. The world will help............. If i help the world............. Being kind to everyone.............

It is usually disturbing me.............

But not today............. Thanks to god............. Maybe it has connection with the cleaning............. Dont care really............. As long as the restless goes away............. And then another comes............. That job that i consider heavy............. It is heavy coz i think it is............. And the longer i think............. The heavier it becomes............. And i should know the solution............. Just do it............. And it will erase the burden............. Actually what i think is heavy............. Is vice versa............. The doing seems fine............. That is commonly true............. And i should follow it through.............

The thing is.............

I always get inspiration when the time is not right............. When i am on the road............. And i dont have paper and pen............. And when i am busy doing something............. The inspiration comes into my mind............. And when i am done doing my things............. I forget what it was about............. And that is very annoying............. Irritating............. And that is stuck on my mind............. For days............. Try to recollect that thought............. Try really hard............. Till make u stressed............. And you give up............. Unwillingly.............

Analyzing this.............

It is strange............. They said if we have it............. We will look different............. In a positive way............. And they also said............. That it is suggested to have it............. But i feel different............. If i have it i got disturbed............. All my works collapse............. And i remember............. That these things carry creatures............. Unkind ones............. So i clean them all............. And i am smoothly doing all my jobs............. The energy is full............. Got very enthusiastics.............

That is all i want.............

On that i pour all of mine............. Before him i present............. Estimate all the give............. Give all you have............. Raise your praise............. Even you as in the blank............. And he forgets............. The weird comes back............. Then i got disturbed............. Eventhough i try not to............. And i will not............. Coz everything will be fine............. Hours days and more............. Eternity is for sure............. Raise your hand to him.............

22 okt 16 sabtu...................

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