Vast universe.......................

Vast universe....................... Many objects....................... So many things....................... And i am one of them....................... A tiny part....................... A very little thing in the universe....................... This makes you think....................... What is your purpose....................... Being here....................... You question him....................... Why did he put you here....................... Do you carry some kind of purpose....................... That you dont know....................... How will you behave....................... If you dont know anything....................... Just trust him.......................

Problem one.......................

The missing foot....................... Problem two....................... The almost died engine....................... What will do....................... Never go there again? ....................... But the place is nice....................... But the experience is hurtfull....................... And i am afraid....................... It will happen again....................... I should not be afraid....................... God is with me....................... He will make everything fine....................... Just like before....................... As usual.......................

Being sick.......................

And that news....................... It gives you chill....................... Makes me afraid to death....................... What if i am like her....................... Ah lord....................... Help me....................... I am afraid....................... I give it all to you....................... I know you are with me....................... I know you protect me....................... Sorry lord....................... To negatively thinking bout you....................... You are the best....................... I will be nice....................... All the time’.......................

A lot of protests.......................

Avoiding campus....................... Lord help me....................... Please dont punish me....................... I am sorry....................... This heart hate them....................... For what they do....................... But i am afraid of you....................... If you will punish me....................... Because of this....................... Because i avoid them....................... I promise....................... I have good intension....................... It is for them....................... For their good.......................

A lot of films.......................

Distract everything....................... The want is to entertaint....................... The soul....................... The sick soul....................... The reality is....................... It prevents me to do anything else....................... Make me lazy....................... Lord help me....................... I need this....................... I need you.......................

Baby thing.......................

I ask her....................... And it fails....................... And i ask the other one....................... And it fails again....................... So i ask you....................... To give me one....................... I think i am ready....................... But if you think oherwise....................... Please tell me....................... What did i do wrong....................... I want to be her....................... Who willingly accept her....................... I want to accept all....................... I will accept all....................... I will try my best.......................

Three jobs.......................

Two disturbances....................... And then your head explodes....................... You get confused....................... Very much....................... It is irritating....................... It is annoying....................... But thank god....................... I can do two of them....................... Despite the obstacle....................... I believe it is you....................... Because you are here....................... Because you help me.......................