I will have my own fairy tale……………………………….

seeing that………………………………. reading that………………………………. it is everywhere………………………………. I want it too………………………………. then I ask you………………………………. coz you are the only place I can ask for everything………………………………. and I did that………………………………. and I will do that again………………………………. and again………………………………. I have a lot of request ……………………………….

stressed……………………………….

confused………………………………. crazy………………………………. don’t have good mood………………………………. don’t want to eat………………………………. make me stomachache………………………………. maag………………………………. gastric acid geeting high………………………………. fever………………………………. and it doesn’t stop there………………………………. it keeps coming………………………………. your torture………………………………. your punishment………………………………. your lash………………………………. I am tired lord ……………………………….

sick again………………………….

because I cut my hairs…………………………. is it…………………………. I did read it somewhere…………………………. that satan can hide in hairs…………………………. coz I listen to him…………………………. maybe all of them inside me…………………………. react badly…………………………. negatively…………………………. as I wont to get closer to him ………………………….

lord………………………….

all texts me…………………………. in private…………………………. all cares for me…………………………. I am moved…………………………. I did send message again…………………………. get the auto reply…………………………. I hope there is an officer who reads my message…………………………. in the name of lord…………………………. I hope I can join them…………………………. I hope I can be calm…………………………. i hope tomorrow all the paper is done…………………………. I hope tomorrow all is clear ………………………….

lord………………………….

allow me to go there…………………………. lord…………………………. allow me to get my study…………………………. lord…………………………. allow me to always have work…………………………. always have income…………………………. always be save…………………………. although save is in your hand…………………………. not in income…………………………. lord…………………………. allow me to be close to you…………………………. on your path…………………………. on your home ………………………….

lord………………………….

i think they live unworldly one hundred percent…………………………. leaving the worldly things one hundred percent…………………………. completely…………………………. but it appears they don’t…………………………. at the beginning I was afraid…………………………. I was angry…………………………. I was jealous…………………………. but now I know…………………………. lord…………………………. at least they are closer to you …………………………. compare to me…………………………. which is very far apart ………………………….

amazing………………………….

big attacks come…………………………. \twice in the same time…………………………. and I must be strong…………………………. to face it all…………………………. lord…………………………. help me…………………………. lord…………………………. give me hand…………………………. to be always in your path…………………………. never be out of it…………………………. from your ways ………………………….