the ministry……………………………….

I did ask for help………………………………. my visa is error………………………………. I just got the short answer………………………………. maybe it is because my name is Islamic thing………………………………. that’s it………………………………. that’s all………………………………. dear lord………………………………. I wish………………………………. if I cant go this year………………………………. I will be recruited again next year………………………………. but not there………………………………. there is sucks………………………………. hate them ……………………………….

I wish……………………………….

the visa comes………………………………. I didn’t get up in the morning yet………………………………. early this morning………………………………. my door got banged………………………………. I am shocked………………………………. I thought the visa come………………………………. directly woke up………………………………. stood up………………………………. step on my glasses………………………………. dear lord………………………………. your punishment comes again………………………………. and I don’t care anymore………………………………. it is too much………………………………. pain and pain………………………………. over and over again ……………………………….

even I want something free ……………………………….

and you didn’t allow me………………………………. what………………………………. should I go here………………………………. but there is always obstacle………………………………. I don’t know………………………………. if it cant work………………………………. let it be………………………………. I should spend money………………………………. I hope this body………………………………. can still find some income………………………………. non stop………………………………. till I die………………………………. with his permission ……………………………….

it was error……………………………….

lord………………………………. I am afraid………………………………. many jobs………………………………. please don’t make it error again………………………………. thx lord………………………………. it works………………………………. I hope it is like this always………………………………. till later………………………………. till the end………………………………. with your permission………………………………. with your blessing ……………………………….

you add more……………………………….

misery………………………………. punishment………………………………. my glasses are broken………………………………. I don’t know anymore………………………………. I am tired already………………………………. I am depressed already………………………………. I want to be happy………………………………. if this must happen………………………………. what else can I do………………………………. I cant protest………………………………. I just can accept ……………………………….

sometimes……………………………….

a lot of times………………………………. I ask that question………………………………. over and over again………………………………. but never find the answer………………………………. you never speak………………………………. you never whisperv………………………………. I wish you do………………………………. I want to hear you………………………………. I want to hear your whisper in my ear………………………………. telling stories in my ears………………………………. making my life not miserable………………………………. making my heart satisfied………………………………. with your answers………………………………. with your explanation ……………………………….

crazy high level……………………………….

driving and crashing the brigde………………………………. stressed………………………………. don’t want to eat………………………………. having maag………………………………. it is very painful in the stomach………………………………. gastric acid attack………………………………. then I should pay back the money………………………………. perfect………………………………. in the name of lord………………………………. then the enail is not good at all………………………………. not clear whatsoever………………………………. getting worse………………………………. the panick attact ……………………………….